21st December 2012 - A key date in our evolution

Its very interesting to be on the eve of the 21st December 2012. Been looking forward to it for a long time... or had it in mind at least. On one occasion in 2007 ish, Michael Rice and I worked out we needed to perfect getting into a tetrahydral shape so that we could exist in light particle form, during a super nova and return to solid form, if and when the dust settles. More recently, I've been holding a space for many people challenged by the increasing chaos and resistance.

I have started looking beyond this date though, in an optimistic way, to February 19th 2013. Then, I gather, the planet's kundalini energy will have established itself fully and feminine aspects of intuition and grace will be the main forces of nature. Obviously women won't have a monopoly on them, everyone will be on a roll.

Back to tomorrow though... I thought I wanted a quiet day at Harmony Hall for full consciousness but it looks like it will be more action packed. A clearing at 8am, another at 4pm, more at 8pm, the sauna in-between and hopefully a ride on beloved Windy. Please feel free to text at any time for technical support. My only advice would be to hold peace in your heart and trust that you are one of the few who is not attached to too much drama. You are well able to go with the flow and appreciate every moment as a gift...however different or similar to the previous one!! Think its going to be a magic solstice.

 The shamanic journey was fantastic on Monday, thank you Tony and dinner delicious, Jani. There'll be another Conscious Community get together in January. Don't mix up this community with the new Kilkenny Community Radio. Two presenters came and did an hour long interview with yours truly, which they loved. I obviously cleared them to within an inch of their lives and they went away on a buzz and excited to air the possibilities. Then Jani made them supper and was interviewed on recipes and technique as he went along...Strangely, an hour before the show, that sunday, the show was pulled-not allowed to air!

Somehow positivity and awareness are against broadcasting laws these days! The editor said people wouldn't understand! From my very useful reverse psychology perspective, it made me realize I really do have something crucial to say. It made me glad of this blog too. Don't everyone else forget to say what you want, when you want to. Don't let anything hold you back! Fx

A Positive Power Trip

Today is a day for counting your blessings, no doubt about it. For me, anyway, I am downstairs at first light to check the horses after the gale. The whole fence was lying on the floor and Windy was resting a front foot which its hard to see as a good sign. To draw the positives, though, they were both within the fence and didn’t tear out as I ran around, in my dressing gown, attaching it to the posts again. When the wind blows that strong, I feel the turbulence of the whole planet. Spirits seem to run riot. I know the only grip they have is through fear so I paid attention and didn’t fall for it. Now in the light of day, I have also recognized the eternal force of nature. That is what the storm was trying to remind us of. There is that power within each of us. It is only destructive if we fear it, in ourselves or the misuse of it by others. If you can, celebrate that power instead now. Its part of oneness, part of you. I’d go as far as to say its the bit of you with the most potential!! So that’s my plan anyway, to let the fear go and get the feel good factor going again.

Full Marks!

At last you can get ten out of ten. Most people learn the material for an exam or presentation and yet still have to hope that they can deliver, on the day. This is because their minds are hardly their own. Information, that you have gathered on purpose and committed to memory intentionally, is often hidden immediately by unconscious information. It is completely impossible to stay present - cool, calm and collected - as your thoughts proceed mercilessly to ideas like ‘I never remember anything under pressure’. ‘If I mess this up, I won’t get the job.’ ‘I didn’t do enough preparation’. Until you get yourself clear, you can only be run by these old programmes. They are fear of failure, fear of not being good enough and even more annoying ones, like fear of success and fear of loss of identity. You would be amazed how many people do not get promotions or management roles simply because it does not fit with their own underdog image of themselves. Your unconscious mind cannot let it happen and inevitably the sabotage and distractions begin, to make sure you get nowhere. If you would like to break out of this box or teach your children how to think, so they can trust themselves to achieve what they set out for, that is totally possible.  

Why is the moon important?

I know that, on the Nasa website, there is some mega footage of the moon and all the planets and even some supernovas that happened millenia ago, as their flames still show up as pink. If you looked at a science-made-easy site, about the magnetic laws holding us, the tides and the earth itself to certain planes, you’d glean some gems from there too. In energetic terms, though, the moon is a filter, the holder of all human emotional memory and a key to manifestation. 

The reason that a full moon can be so volatile, passionately or destructively, is because it is at its maximum reflection. What it is reflecting back, are the memories of human feelings. Imagine it, the vast relentless wave of bad feeling we have been sending out in our thoughts, actions and desperation. Millions of people feeling separate, poor and victimized. Luckily, conscious thought and a coherent heart are much more powerful than reams of chaos. Furthermore, we also know from Dr Emoto that water, like the moon, holds memory. Hence, I was off holding my water ceremony on Tramore beach late last night. As I’m not, by nature, a conductor of, or even an attendee at, ceremonies I didn’t have a plan but it was magic nonetheless. There was not another soul on the beach however far we walked in the shallows, along the path lit by the full moon. After uploading every song with ‘love’ in it - mainly Lennon, The Beatles but also Westlife ... and then every song with ‘thank you‘ in it - mainly Kirsty McColl, I had a think what else was needed. I remembered the swiss man who healed so many with the acknowledgements; I love you, I’m sorry, forgive me and thank you so I put them out there too. I will elaborate on the moon as a filter and creative force another day, if that’s alright!  

Peacefulness

Up until now, we have had our lives upside down. Taking action is only the tip of the iceberg, of our participation in life. There are emotions, just under the water, intensifying our motivations and intentions. There are mental processes, even further below, comparing our actual experience to our beliefs and expectations. There are constant environmental forces, lapping against the edges. Our history, both individual and collective, is embedded in every ice crystal. 

We can understand peace in this way, whether it is peace of heart or world peace, that you want. It is actually the deepest spiritual energy that needs to be healed first. We know we need to relax and practice forgiveness but no one knows how to do it. Out of the gloom, war has erupted or stress on a grand scale. The human being is not at its best when out of control and reactive. Try not to DO anything! Look beneath the conflict that has manifested  and shed light on the gloomy undercurrents. Every personal, social and global problem is due to lack of acknowledgement. It is not important to trace your historical and geographical background or its likely progression and prognosis for your life. We can, instead, use energy work to give each other the recognition we need. It is the recognition that we are not even separate. The realization of our fundamental unity and brotherhood. You can melt back into that ocean whenever you are ready and take shape as something else, entirely more fitting for who you are right now!

Perfect Timing!

Timing is important, until you realize that the time is always now. Until then, you must worry about punctuality; consider when you are ready to talk; decide when somebody else is ready to hear. If you are dancing, you must count the beats and follow the music. If you are performing, you must embody the rhythm in your playing or movement. It is all structure and adherence to someone else’s composition or timetable. Don’t get me wrong, millions of magnificent projects, books and buildings have been created and completed in this way. The down side is the rush and the fear and the external goal. The best thing you can ever give anyone or any situation is presence; your full, unhurried, attention and acknowledgement. That is what everyone needs. Denial and avoidance have run their course, lets cool down the pace for some quality time.      

non JUDGEMENT DAY

Living well does not involve a lengthy analytic process of doing the right thing, what you should do and at the right time! An attempt to act in accordance with right and wrong and should and should nots is exhausting. The good news is that, at this stage, you can assume that you make spontaneously correct choices. You can follow your intuition. As you develop this trust in your own inner compass, guiding you moment to moment, to communicate, tidy up, rest, play, exercise, finish a job you have started, you start to get into a flow. One of the meditations you can try is visualizing yourself climbing into a rowing boat and finding, as you push away from the pier that there are no oars. Sitting in the stern is Jesus Christ himself though and he says ‘Don’t worry, have faith that you are completely taken care of’. Most people are hanging on to the shore for dear life and not letting themselves be carried by the rhythms of life, the natural direction of the water let alone any kind of hope that they are participating in a bigger picture, a wonderful sustaining ocean, which is always happening perfectly. There is one thing you can do right away to allow yourself to move forwards. That is practice non judgement. Every other living creature is in the same boat as you. Keep remembering that everyone is doing their best. Furthermore, we can help each other through loving connections and being catalysts for change. Continually recognize our common ground.