Healing by Franc

We are all of one skin, same blood, same soul

2012-01-30T08:42:00.000-08:00

The dynamics of nature work more successfully if we nurture growth, rather than take a stand against pollution. It is the same with money. We are more successful if we feel enriched rather than fight poverty. So it is in disagreeing, resisting and fighting with each other that we set ourselves apart, weaken ourselves and assume a victim role. Victims are both bully and bullied. Both ways of life assume, wrongly, that we are separate and need to defend ourselves. Be it against a big bad world, government or other people. In relationships too, this power struggle rages on. In this microcosm, don’t try and corner each other by being against betrayal. Be for building trust instead. In the past, people thought the options were ‘free and single’ or ‘trapped and married’. There is a new term, however, ‘mature monogamy’. This is the ongoing creation of a safe space between you where you can be one hundred percent honest, hopeful, hopeless, silly, serious, imaginative and loving. No pretence, true to yourself, the good and the bad laid bare.

Evolve or devolve further?

2012-01-20T02:49:00.000-08:00

With patience, we can actually observe that humanity is devolving. People pay little attention to each other or the world around them. Their minds are already on their own destinations or fear of observing what is disfunctioning, lest it be catching. Indifference is resolute and hardened to the information that should shock. We tolerate and even condone this disregard. My eternal optimism that love underlies every situation is seen as a dangerous dream. The real illusion though is that we are not all connected. People seem to think they can criticize or ignore each other without any repercussions. But it destroys the very fabric of your soul, your self esteem, your relationships, your work and your health. Don’t be justified and right, be patient and breathe fresh air and warmth into your daily interactions!

Etheric Residue

2012-01-18T02:42:00.000-08:00

So 2012 is here at last, notable for being the end of the long mayan calendar. If we are ever to do it, now is the time to see ourselves through our spiritual eyes rather than the eyes of judgement. We have given our energy away for far too long, to minor tasks and demeaning anxieties and comparisons. We have given our power away too, to the more ambitious ego personalities, the employers and other authorities. We haven’t succeeded in fixing the external reality. Some have made some money, some have participated in great families, some have achieved impressive goals but even those are kept on the run, through fear of losing it again.

We neither gain nor lose anything in life. It is always here in its entirety. It is just our internal world that is shut off from it, most of the time. Stuck in illusions of being separate, unique, better or worse than everyone else, we have kept looking outside. Sometimes we look for reassurance, for love and a feeling of belonging that we lack. More often we look with distrust and fear, in a ‘small dog‘ mentality, hackles up, certain that the world is a big bad place and we are small and powerless.

Our lesson for this year is to participate fully, in the confident knowledge that, if we are awake, we are an extremely influential part of the whole. Refuse to get lost in details and apparent differences. Always see the spirit in the people you're speaking to, it is there. In the morning practice visualization of a happy outcome. Then do your list of ten things or so you are grateful for. At some point in the day clear your energy fields. Finish with clearing your etheric field as it is residual bandying around in this field that is taking its toll on your current reality. Freshen up, do something different!

DIY Soul Retrieval

2012-01-06T09:50:00.000-08:00

Most of the people we meet have come through many life experiences and their souls are damaged. Often lost altogether. In the past, soul loss was considered the primary cause of death, above any illness or accident. Nowadays, it is only alluded to by the term ‘losing the will to live’. So this isn’t occasional or only happening to people who get mixed up working with spiritual forces. It is commonplace and I would guarantee that if you ask about your own, you will find some part missing, awol, stolen, lost, exchanged or splintered. I recommend retrieving it at your earliest convenience. DIY is the only way, I’m afraid, as I’m worn out trekking off to negotiate. Many people think they can’t or are fearful. My feeling is that as its 2012 we have to get empowered fairly sharpish. So, the order of events is get your team together. They can be holy like Jesus for compassion, God for power and the holy ghost for the transition between worlds you’ll have to make. Or angelic, maybe Azrael for grief and Sandalphon for strength. Or shamanic, the polar bear for protection and eagle for vision. Or inter dimensional; Pleiadians from 5D to heal, Sirians from the 6D to repair the soul’s structure. Then off you go.

I dowse to see how many parts the soul is in. Then to find where they are. It may be underworld, where there is a lot of darkness and they tend to covet the light. Here one has to be firm. It may be in purgatory where there are countless lost souls, which you will probably see as shadows. The work I do here is to clear all I meet. Then they’ll bring you what you’re there to collect. Then there’s Olympia, the seat of the Gods. The likelihood is that you will have negotiated your soul in a previous existence to save someone you loved or save your own skin. Happily, at the moment, these divinities have stopped competing with each other and have expressly said that we need as much light on earth at the moment as possible. It means they’ll give you your soul back literally on request. Parts can also be left with or stolen by individuals. You don’t need to find out who or when. Just visualize the meeting and asking for your soul to be returned. Clear for everyone you meet to go to the light or be at peace and clear all attachment to you and vice versa. This process has an epic ripple effect as you are clearing residual difficult information for thousands.

When you have retrieved all the pieces, clear any resistance to accepting them back in to your body. I have heard that it is very painful when it is done by a shaman but we have the tools to clear our resistance and accept whatever it brings. No doubt you will have interesting dreams and some deep changes. Just go with it and remember that now at last you have the chance to live fully. Ring me if you run into problems. Happy New Year x

A ha moments!

2011-12-09T09:49:00.000-08:00

These are realizations that something you have always thought isn’t actually true. Therefore, they are usually experienced as oh no moments.
A few include;

Trying and doing are pointless and illusory exercises.
Everyone you meet is just an unloved part of your self.

I wonder if these sit comfortably as a starting point?!

If you're clearing, keep your etheric field clear daily!

2011-11-29T10:38:00.000-08:00

What is this terrible cough that’s going around? Its the beggar within us arising for healing, bringing up issues of physical survival, self esteem and generosity. We have been feeling desperate about money, ourselves, everyone else and the future and this is how its taken shape in the body. The lungs represent your life force. It is also where we hold grief. These are the true source of affliction. With compassion, or sympathy if you like, acknowledge these feelings, whatever story you recollect. Like stress, the loss of someone you loved, a trauma (or ten!) and then make a commitment to yourself to let them go.

Whenever I check in, I only get a yes to illness being in the etheric field...its not ours! We’re all just taking on other people’s stuff. Its just a bad habit! Don’t emotionally engage in everything. We’ve to tread that fine line between participating...and emotionally jumping in. The first is being conscious, the second is getting lost completely!

The good news is that this is the last remnants of anger, resistance and blame clearing. We're nearly there. People are having flash backs to their teenage years, triggers are being spotted right away. So don't be harsh, just look after yourselves and be as peaceful as you can. If you have an intuitive team of divine aspects, gather them around you and acknowledge the root of your present situation. Then ask to unravel the energetic/spiritual complex that's holding it in place.

2011-11-25T09:42:00.000-08:00

It might look like I didn't survive 11.11.11 as there hasn't been word from me since! But I am still here and planning a shamanic journey next wednesday 30th November,at Harmony Hall as always and with Tony Dunton. Much clearing afoot as always. I have mainly been busy chilling out with my two new puppies - Don Juan and Cupid!

11.11.11 - Whichever way you look at it, its the same cosmic number

2011-11-10T08:44:00.000-08:00

The 11th of the 11th of the 11th is going to be a significant day perhaps, so just a few pointers as to how to spend it! For those who can, clear your heart, early on in the day, of mundane concerns like customer service, time keeping, money worries and any preoccupations with aches and pains...be they remembered, happening or possible.

When you’re resonating at a highly fractal frequency, energetically connect to the earth’s atmosphere and bring it into resonance with you. This is the power of the conscious mind. Prior to this conscious evolution, the outer atmosphere was already responding to the human heart but all it received and reflected back was the chaos held there. Now we have an opportunity to hold a space for the whole. There is evidence of surges of energy, weather extremes and various crises coinciding. Our job, though, isn’t to know what and when or even why- the only fact I can even recall is that last time there was an 11.11.11, a hundred years ago, the temperature dropped 50 degrees in one day. And that I learnt from my radio alarm clock this morning. Our job is much more interesting than research and predicting outcomes. We are actually supposed to take part in what happens next, in the knowledge that we are creating our reality with our every thought and action.

I’d personally like to take part in a shift entirely more beneficial to humanity and all life. So the main objective for tomorrow is spend some time quietly meditating on what you love in nature. Feel an unbridled passion and appreciation for life itself...and then lets see what happens...see what we’re really capable of. I’m hoping we’ve reached the critical mass to bring peace and balance at last.

Twin Flames

2011-10-23T03:55:00.000-07:00

About now, my flight to London was taking off. I’m not on it, due apparently to money limitations, but looking out at the gale force winds, I think a higher being may have my back! I am grateful for that. I will dress up warm in a minute and go dragging fallen trees up from the wood. Stef has said he’ll chop the lot, in exchange for half. The first step towards a cosy winter, self sufficiency style.

I had visitors this week who were like a breath of fresh air to my soul. Like me, they were bubbling with excitement, trepidation and gratitude. Already, two and a half thousand years ago, Plato was on about an initial division of souls on this linear plane. As lifetimes go by and lessons are learnt, the possibility of true unity returns, in the form of your twin flame. They can be recognized by a strong desire to be in each other’s company and intense feelings of friendship, love and physical desire. Even then, this relationship won’t last unless each person has reached a strong sense of self and has a developed awareness of the spiritual purpose of the union. Basically, gone beyond ego.

In preparation, I have included Kwan Yin in my panoply of spiritual consultants. I am doing her meditations from the pleiadian tantra workbook. For those who know the constellation the seven sisters? Connect your chakras, each to one of them via an infinity symbol, then your soul to the sun, then your creation rings (three above your head) to Sirius and your earth rings (three below your feet) to the earth star crystal and then just vibe out for half an hour. This is a classic for remembering your connection to source and all things and your creative force, as a result!

Depersonalize the mission

2011-10-16T06:00:00.000-07:00

In a matter of decades at most, we will be gone and quickly forgotten. We are here to participate in a much bigger picture unfolding, called humanity. Visualize a humane world and a path of forgiveness through it ... and go for it. Don’t get stuck in destructive ego limitations, thinking you need this or that before you move on. Have confidence that you don’t need anything, you are everything already. As soon as you let it, your inner spirit will be guide enough. Spend your waking hours, paying attention to the love and possibility that underlies every one of your life situations.

The emotional energy field

2011-10-14T09:00:00.000-07:00

I do not advocate a denial of our emotional lives nor complete submersion. As with all our energy fields we just need a perspective. To this end I have written down a selection of the emotions that I live with on a day to day basis! I tuned in each time one occurred to me and asked how much of my time is this one around? The list demonstrates two things quite well. We are experiencing countless conflicting emotions at all times. But that is only while we are in our heads. Meaning, while we are still trying to make sense of our lives using reasoning. However, once we move the energy and all operations down to the heart - a tetrahydral shaped muscle capable of harmonizing millions of bits of information effortlessly - emotions can be met and acknowledged, without resistance or conflict...one very good reason to get clear, get present and get in touch! Bare in mind, 99% of people are going around with this same list, like a pressure pot of difficulty and creating, inevitably, in their lives, endless reflections of this inner chaos.

Once you have the heart based clarity and acknowledgement, you are back in the arena of conscious choice. My approach is to start my day grounding myself in joy and a commitment to balance the material and the spiritual. So nowadays any emotion that doesn’t support those two objectives just passes through. I don’t judge them, but they certainly won’t ever set the tone of what I’m sending out for myself or others. This is the path to a fulfilling earthly life.

This afternoon I will clear some of these emotions that have had rather a lot of air time. I will also identify some action plans towards making my dreams manifest. Might as well be creating something groovy, while we’re here.

excited 90% of the time
lonely 30% of the time
joy 60% of the time
anxious about the future 43% of the time
angry 34% of the time
hurt 29% of the time
relaxed 8% of the time
loving 64% of the time
self conscious 36% of the time
shameless 70% of the time
reserved 20% of the time
grief stricken 8% of the time
nervous 40% of the time
desperate 2% of the time
sweet 30% of the time
sure of myself 30%
able to say how I feel 47% of the time
over whelmed 90% of the time
happy 50% of the time
sad 74% of the time
mortified 40% of the time
afraid 90% of the time
fearless 30% of the time
ineffective 60% of the time
competent 27% of the time
prepared 30% of the time
courageous 50% of the time
blaming 30% of the time
encouraged 7% of the time
calm 70% of the time
close 7% of the time
independent 50% of the time
addictive 70% of the time
positive 100% of the time
negative 25% of the time
caring 60% of the time
past caring 60% of the time
suicidal 50% of the time
invincible 90% of the time
receptive 40% of the time
sensual 80% of the time
mental 50% of the time
enlightened 80% of the time
depressed 93% of the time
accepting 83% of the time
hopeful 90% of the time
delusional 30% of the time
vulnerable 50% of the time
inspired 90% of the time
included 80%
connected 100% of the time
excluded 60% of the time
loved 100% of the time
unloved 40% of the time
Enthusiastic 93% of the time
empowered 70% of the time
victimized 60% of the time
significant 59% of the time
insignificant 70% of the time
wanted 40% of the time
unwanted 70% of the time

A season, the magic and back to the silence

2011-10-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

Our emotional lives are electrifying, tinging every moment with joy, exhileration and expectation or sadness and more turbulent waves. Yet we usually relate our stories to each other in practical terms. We bypass the moment by saying something like we had a hard day because someone was out of order...we’re stressed because we don’t have enough money. By then, we have given our experience away, given something outside ourselves the very key to our well being, chosen to take the old role of a small victimized individual, vulnerable to every passer by...and to cap it all, we have identified completely with what we think is happening.

When you identify with something, you have lost touch with your feelings, your intuition and your objectivity. You’ve met a feeling, harmless in itself and ITS NOT YOURS. But you attach it to a story line in your own life situation and assume its your own feeling. (eg I feel angry, ...oh I know! that’s because so and so did such and such. We might refer to that morning or even back to childhood!). In fact, that feeling you were having was only a sensitivity to a collective feeling that’s bandying around your environment! Then you make a decision to hold on to it. Adding ideas like its yours, its true, its the way things are, its who you are. More often, we reject it and think its really not who we are! We wage an offensive on ourselves, saying this isn’t who I am. I’m strong and generous, I’m not an angry or hurt person. By doing this we are adding another layer of victimization and alienation. We are saying something has MADE me a lesser person. Instead, stop identifying with and personalizing every feeling. Just notice them and say to yourself ‘this isn’t yours or mine’ and let them pass.

As we accrue more and more infirmation...there’s a freudian slip if I ever saw one! ... anyway where was I? When we accrue more and more information like this we get fat, we go into overwhelm and one way or another we get sick. And then, fantastically foolishly, we talk about that! We only want to address that! Oh yes, maybe a doctor can help or medication or a change of diet. Well, I’m afraid if you loathe yourself and are denying yourself even a basic acknowledgement of your own feelings and what’s making you tick...you will definitely ‘go off‘! Maybe you’ll keep ticking and then go off like a time bomb, maybe you’ll just go off like an old forgotten carrot, rotting on the vegetable rack! But, please, this isn’t the way to go. We are many things before the physical manifestation. Call it spiritual counselling, call it energy work, call it practical mindfulness, it doesn’t matter but I’d say Do It! Each moment is a new chance to get to know yourself, heal and resonate like mad, border even on reverberating if you want to! I’ve always loved a bit of reverb myself. This is our season, our lives are happening now. Value it, make it magic and keep returning to your connection with all life, peace and silence in your hearts. That’s where we’re all going eventually.

Eco Art to Heal Your Heart. Following public demand, I'm going to put up my entire 2011 exhibition

2011-10-01T07:56:00.000-07:00

Clearings for a peaceful heart

2011-09-27T06:45:00.000-07:00

Today's clearings
1. perpetuating (the past)
2. accumulating (information)
3. the idea that we shouldn't suffer.

The physical realm is about suffering at times. At best it is about conscious suffering. To attach a recurrent resistant thought like 'dammit I shouldn't be suffering' or 'that's terrible, they shouldn't have to suffer' is to fight it, give it a special corner in your body and mind to chew over. You are holding on to it and going unconscious again. Let the ego burn off and practice contentment. This doesn't mean we have to follow the consensus like sheep, blind or afraid to mention injustice and unfairness. Practice saying exactly what you see, good and bad...and then make sure the emotional charge is gone. Honesty is never going to be a big seller but it leads to health, balance and flow, all of which are good I think.

The best lesson I learnt at the Salsa Congress was that everyone can shine at once. It was an amazing event full of drop dead gorgeous people in their element. It took a moment to run with that, having been so used to troubled, unassuming people.

I also noticed that we do have it all here, think we need to start making the most of it. Give me fertile land versus the desert any day of the week...except the last five where I had the five star oasis to swim and get clean water!

Every step of down town Marrakech has to be seen to be believed. Loved every one, every dance, every song, every party. Go if you can x

Playtime at last!

2011-09-22T01:48:00.000-07:00

I'm at Dublin airport heading to London then Marrakech for the salsa party. I have four words for myself. Magic, enjoy, relax and respect. So far I have been able apply them all. I have not brought a loaf of bread to keep me going even though the mortgage came out of my account and I am travelling with 70 euro to my name. Sure, I never eat any way when I'm dancing. At least I have a return flight now. For a week there I only had the outward bound ones and Windy was worried I wasn't coming back.

I was asked to like the Fairgreen Shopping Centre on Face book, so while I'm away I will be doing some soul searching to see if I can do it! Last night, I did an eleventh hour space clearing for a Carlow home. Geopathic stress arama and much volatile energy expressing itself too. Trying to let that fully go now. Lovely family, really see steady progress in everyone at the moment. I'll try and keep up when I'm away. Thanks Kate for the white shroud loan for the White Party that's the last night, classic.

What can you hear?

2011-09-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

In troubled times it is important to retain the validity of your own thoughts. This means not giving your power away to any entity outside yourself - like a person or a job. Obviously, there is an impact on you by others who are engaging in negative processes and patterns.
This can lead the most powerful energies to falter, but not necessarily for long. These ripples of chaos, conflict, illness and depression pass through more and more quickly as your own conscious comfort zone expands.

In linear reality, it is easier being clear with your own thoughts than exchanging thoughts and energies with others. That is why many of us are making sure we have a space to ourselves for some part of every day. The sensory onslaught would otherwise be overwhelming, immersion complete and we would be lost...I’m perfecting Karma Police on guitar this week and its fantastic hook ‘for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself. Phew, for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost my se e elf! Repeated a satisfying 6 or so times. Don’t get lost and stuck in your karmic patterns as they arise. Just notice them, clear it and celebrate your steady progress!

As we gradually become completely comfortable with all aspects of our energy (let all the self judgement, insecurity and apology go), I guarantee we will be ensuring better manifestations during our co-creating and mass consciousness creations. Got to be done!

How we give and take the essence of our energy is the way we physically participate in life. The journey is one of practicing loving assertiveness. We must stand strong with what we know is a product of our own energy-that loyalty to self I was talking about. We must stick up for ourselves fearlessly and not waste a moment’s time with people who are less committed! They are having their own journey and they are not showing you the same courtesy of passionate interest and engagement so let them off. Save your energy for those who really want to participate on every level. That way we really get a productive partnering or grouping of energies and can make a significant improvement in the experience of many in the world. Drumming was one such group last night. Epic, really explored some clairaudiant (?!) dimensions... well really heard a lot that I suspect no one else will ever hear anyway. Thanks everyone x

Listen as long as you don't mind hearing

2011-09-14T07:24:00.000-07:00

I'm trying two things today:

Firstly, really trying to listen, not just hear what I want to hear in my illusions!
So, on my way in to town I paid attention and heard 3 sentiments...well three songs with just the one lyric each really!
School of thought one
1. Grab somebody sexy and say hey give me everything tonight.
School of thought two
2. I aint saying she's a gold digger but she aint messing with no broke, broke, broke.
School of thought three
3. Its a beautiful night, we're looking for something dumb to do, hey baby, I think I wanna marry you.

I think its a strong start.

Secondly, I've been trying not to step into despair. Full time work subjects one to a huge amount of interaction. All day and most of the evening I am in my head doing calculations and dealing with stressed people, who only want to address the physical aspects of that stress. Home time is spent trying to clear my headache. Last time this happened I was helping a woman with her masters, well actually doing 40,000 words of it for her. I am grateful for my ability to concentrate in this way but its scary how I repeatedly put myself in environments that don't support my personality or soul... And then blame myself when people are critical, to boot! The learning is always within and today I committed myself to unflinchingly stick by my decisions and not allow anything to diminish the validity of my thoughts and disturb my well being. So far so good! Unequivocal loyalty to oneself is called for first, no more berating!

The more clear we are, the better able we are to participate with other energies, so I anticipate some amazing developments soon. Whatever you are doing, remember who you are.
It is possible.

Try embracing the new consciousness...or crack up, the choice is yours

2011-09-09T10:19:00.000-07:00

One of the most dramatic phases of the  clearing process is moving through the distortions of the emotional  mass-consciousness belief system into the stability, freshness and harmony of  the higher dimensions. General belief systems are powered by negative, hostile thinking and a resistance to new concepts and change. The majority of the masses are frozen in  a reality of pain and suffering and are unwilling to entertain new expansive  ideas, which would relieve them from their self-imposed prison of limitation.

Clearings done this week in body, mind and auric fields (aura being the invisible magnetic field surrounding the physical body).
The emotions of
1. pain which was at 80%
2 and 3. suffering and resentment which were at a pleasing 0% already!
They all exist as thought forms and by clearing them in your auric field as you go along, too, you set the intention to not identify with them again: You clear any chance of the difficult or turbulent information bouncing back in to your sensory experience.

Those emotions and the following are the ones which are keeping you from embracing  and becoming the happy, healthy resonant being you were meant to be!

For various cosmic and political reasons, most people are completely under the influence of their base personality and the ego desire body made up of these other things I've been clearing:
4. unfulfilled yearnings from the past, cleared my remaining 8!
5. emotional imbalances, cleared my remaining 5!
6. feelings of being unworthy, none left thank God and/or unloved - cleared the 5 I had left!

Remain in... or get yourselves into, if its not a familar one!... a quiet receptive state and keep listening for whispers from the universe. There are sparks of inspiration, help and love everywhere. The more you hear them, the more you raise your frequency and enter the serenity of other dimensions. If that’s a bit ambient for you this afternoon, I’m really saying keep shifting your perspective until you see perfection. Stop filtering out the bigger picture and staying limited to an old dissatisfied viewpoint! I’m not saying you were...but just in case you were!!

Live as long as you can and only die when you can't help it

2011-08-31T07:24:00.000-07:00

Hi this is the thought police, just checking in! A little reminder to notice what you're thinking about. Let your focus be on a healthy body, a perfect mate (verb or noun - I wasn't sure which it referred to!) and being rich rather than poor. For yourselves but also for whoever your minds alight upon. The outside world is only ever a reflection of what goes on in your mind so lets pull ourselves together and make some positive changes. Clearing today is to preserve a billion trees and the habitat of the jaguar. Wild cats rock.

Kerry Inspiration

2011-08-29T10:04:00.000-07:00

'Natural High'

This is the latest painting to be sold: Susi and I noticed a gap when we were in Esquires for coffee and I assumed one had fallen and broken. It didn't occur to me someone had purchased it! What a result! Mum loved the lebanon cedar carved on slate too. It was her..in fact obviously both the twin's... 70th birthday party on saturday, not at all over shadowed by the oldest twins ever celebrating that day too - their 100th. (Winifred and Marjorie, what great names!)

Sunday was Olwyn's leaving party. I thanked her for giving me her job. Very generous I thought. Please call in if you're passing through Carlow -its Alive and Well in the Fairview Shopping Centre.

On the clearing front, I've been learning more hard lessons this week. That its only worth communicating when your heart's in it and even then it might not go well!

But also been reassured that happiness isn't a place we're going, its actually the way there. x

Geometry and Salsa

2011-08-24T04:51:00.000-07:00

Well they say - the powers that be - that if a wasp shows up its a call to study sacred geometry and how it might apply to your life.

In one sentence, I would recommend that you incorporate eyes, ovals, squares, circles and many spirals into your doodles today. All these lend you an improved coherence and flow in your unconscious and increase your receptivity to time, love and money (all energetically the same peace and abundance frequencies). The architect, Michael Rice, who designed this place, arranges his website into 3 to 10 sided homes! That’s when you really want to create something tangible that will resonate harmony long after you’ve gone! Even buildings have a vibration. Usually low but imposing on its environment. Bio architecture (sacred geometric architecture), however, works in synergy with its environs as it replicates and mirrors natural shapes, that sustain life.

There are many ways to bring grace into form. Don’t miss out on any of them. For me, salsa is my recent favourite by a long shot. The learnings are ongoing and manifold. The feel good factors are ongoing and manifold. It starts with learning basic footwork patterns. Then, no sooner do you feel slightly confident in your tiny area of what you need to do, you have to learn to follow a lead. Quite a subtle lead!... and change direction, spin and not rely on your lead too much either - always have your own momentum! ‘loody hell, all new areas for me, coming from a martial arts background, where everyone is an opponent. Now everyone just wants to take me for a turn on the dance floor.

So bringing grace into form is also a way to personal growth - via relinquishing control, achieving synergy (where two energies work better together than separately) and building trust. Its essential stuff, when you’re wearing high heels, that you’re fully aware that its by the grace of God go I! In Galway, last weekend, at the salsa festival, I had to lead too for one class - due to a shortage of men! For men, I think salsa is an amazing lesson in ... leading basically! - healthy assertiveness, building self trust and developing physical presence, co-ordination and confidence...and imagination! For both sexes, there is the chance of togetherness, so infrequently felt in other areas of life. As my hands and heart are so activated at this stage energetically, dancing with some people can be overwhelming, for example if they carry a lot of pain or are deeply gorgeous. Both in the same partner can be the final straw! But remember that all our bodies are pure energetic fields that respond readily and well to loving treatments so do something! And really, what else would you want to be doing?...Off to practice my spins ... and then a massage!

Up to date events page!

2011-08-22T10:45:00.000-07:00

Clearing Possible
Once I start employment at the Alive and Well Health Food Shop in Carlow’s salubrious Fairview Centre!

I can also be found in there if you want me to tune in quickly for clarity on something and to help with any 3D detoxification ideas!

September

Shamanic Journey
Friday 16th 7-10pm inc. dinner and clearing €20 Harmony Hall

Training in the method
Mondays 7-9pm How to clear €20 Harmony Hall

Home Clearings - Geopathic and Spiritual
Tuesdays and Wednesdays available for clearings on location and one to ones €60 per hr

Personal Healing
Thursday and Friday Mornings in the Carlow surgery. Personal clearings and referrals.

October

Shamanic Journey
Saturday 8th 12-3pm inc. dinner and clearing €20
(The 8th is called the Day of Atonement. Our event will be, instead, one of Attunement)

Training in the method
Mondays 7-9pm How to clear €20 Harmony Hall

Home Clearings - Geopathic and Spiritual
Tuesdays and Wednesdays available for clearings on location and one to ones €60 per hr

Personal Healing
Thursday and Friday Mornings in the Carlow surgery. Personal clearings and referrals.

Weekend Clearing Workshops can be arranged for groups of 4 or more.

Evolving Quietly at your Own Speed

2011-08-17T11:07:00.000-07:00

Everyone has the capacity to make life easier in some regard. Upgrading the world to a happier place. The most obvious way for me to is to teach the energy clearing. A perspective that eases resistance, conflict and pain for yourself and others, what could be better? I’ve been able to show its applications but have ended up leaving the impression that I am the best conduit for the resolution of problems, as opposed to the person themselves. This is partly because I have consciously met a lot of the energetic spectrum and partly because I love to help.

What would be more useful is encouraging people in their own unusual innovations, promoting confidence in their own abilities to do things differently from the way they are currently being done. All we’re really doing, after all, is trying to navigate our way through life, bringing our soul energy to the party, stop identifying with old hardened ways and chance our arm at making the most of life. Obviously, I don’t mean having the most. I mean simply a willingness to take part with an open mind and hopeful spirit. ... Oh yes, that’s the other thing that most will have to reconnect with: A sense of possibility, power, trust and total confidence that you are here as a soul with a body, not a body with a soul.

This will simplify the navigation process no end. People always say that they don’t know how to phrase the questions to identify and orientate a healing. If you see your soul as having the bigger picture in hand on every level, just make it your routine to ask that part of yourself. If you are using a pendulum, ask simply about each avenue presented to you - ‘Is this a positive?’ Or once you become more fond and respectful of your body as a vehicle for your soul, ‘does this honour me?’ You don’t have to fear that you’re just going to get the answer you want. You’re not asking your mind ‘can I be bothered?’ or ‘is this person having me on?’ All the fear-based, past-based, individually-driven ideas are bypassed. You are asking the ancient, underlying heart beat of all things how to get into its flow, one step at a time. Within every decision, there is a choice you can make that benefits everyone. You can get a clear yes/no and analyze no further. No more revisiting decisions, no more half hearted commitments, instead stand unflinchingly by your intuitions, feelings and actions knowing they’re guided by something beyond fear, selfish need or external pressures.

If your understanding of reality is scientific, clear what you know. One organ at a time, then your lymphatic system, your blood, whatever comes to you is your portal to get in touch with this internal aliveness. Eat your way back to brilliance, nourish yourself in whatever way .

If you’re totally practical, do your clearing through this vocabulary. There is no need to entertain, let alone adopt a whole new modality that doesn’t ring true. Clear for everything that does’t work, as you see it, to now work. Same if you're socially minded.

If you’re mood orientated, keep clearing your mental energy and practice centering your self in joy. This might be a ‘fake it until you make it’ exercise for most people to start with but be disciplined about what you’re putting out there and you’ll see results reflected back in due course. Things in your mental field might be anxiety, responsibilities, habitual negativity, shoulds, guilt and plenty of random limiting beliefs to move on from...oh yes, and intolerance’ll be there too in the form of “I’m definitely right, I’ve given this serious thought” Practice saying to yourself ‘I may be wrong’. Its a relief, I assure you, and more importantly, it allows new, open-ended neural pathways to form, structuring your whole system to become more receptive.

If you’re already energy orientated, clear your chakras every morning. In the evening I also clear whatever information has passed, unnoticed, through my system during the day and then any adverse effects. Also return to your light structure - held in holographic form at the edge of the universe. Clear fractious energy from machinery and people before it manifests further and tune all your friends in to fractal energy - the law of attraction that Einstein called ‘the friendly universe’ allowing them to realize their dreams too.

Here are some fields to clear if you just feel a bit stuck, lonely and knackered:
Your cells. For 100% health. For emotional and physical comfort. Any attachment to a bleak outlook. For acceptance that you’re changing and everything is changing for the better around you. For acceptance in general “It aint good, it aint bad, it just is”. Clear doubts - I had 76 left! It took time over the day but, by nightfall, I was doubt free and in a play time frame of heart for salsa. It really is the way forward. When I say clear it, even letting the pendulum swing with each topic until it slows, is a strong start. Picture your soul energy doing the internal ironing, sweeping clear any turbulence and obstacles. Its a walk in the park for your soul, glad of the acknowledgement and glad to be of service x

You Make it Easy, to Watch the World With Love

2011-08-15T02:22:00.000-07:00

Awareness of polarity, separation, turbulence and misdemeanor is one thing. Most of the time we live in a world of relativities and much mental darkness. What about our awareness of the infinite? The times when the path before us becomes quite clear. We readily accept the pursuit of justice, wisdom, loyalty and truth and the requirement to walk humbly and in love and respect towards our fellow human beings. Only once we have cleared our ego triggers like powerlessness, inferiority, anger can we live fully guided by the infinite, without fear of annihilation!

‘This awareness of the infinite around us and pressing upon us is never more vivid than in respect of the bonds and sanctities of home. Here I have not first in mind the transports and ecstasies of youthful love, though even here, it is possible, the lover who idolizes and idealizes the beloved may for the moment have a truer insight into his or her true nature, what he or she is by possibility or by desire, than can those who judge from outside and without the intuitions which love brings. I had rather in mind the love of parents for their children and for one another after long years together. Here are bonds of affection and knowledge which neither life nor death nor things present nor things to come can sever; here too, then, we touch the ultimate. Wonder and affection, awe and reverence become the human family.’

This is a quote from my grandfather’s book! Who’d have thought his’d be the first romance novel I’d happen upon...My Cherry Tree by Nathaniel Micklem. He also wrote at least 10 others including Religion for the Agnostic, Religion for the Sceptic and Religion for the Atheist. The man had a calling, you have to give him that! He was also deeply interested in Aliens, so it turns out I’m a bit of a chip off the old block, as they say. Most importantly, he’s one of my two guardian angels and speaks to me telepathically daily. Do you know who yours are? Because it’d be worth tuning in to those parts of you that have a broader perspective. The 3D one can only be holding you back! What was also really cool about my grandfather was that he was a conscientious objector in the second world war and addressed the German people every day of it, in German obviously! to let them know what Hitler was doing. The moral of the story is that life really is all about raising awareness, compassion and putting 100% into love.

The web of life

2011-08-13T02:36:00.000-07:00

Whatever we do to ourselves we do to the whole web of life. So what are you doing to yourselves these days? Is it possible that you're harbouring some guilt and anger? Anchoring your private mood on your most repetitive, bleak thoughts? ... It reminds me of a joke I liked. What did the inflatable teacher at the inflatable school say to the inflatable boy, who brought a compass in to class? You haven’t just let me down, you’ve let yourself and the whole school down! (...I had that said to me about 10 times at school so it particularly speaks to me)

My understanding of what needs to happen is to practice harmlessness in every action and thought (that at least stops the tide of chaos and cruelty when it meets you. The alternative is really only ignorant perseverance). Then, don’t stop there in a paralysis of horror, consciously choose for the toxicity we’ve identified externally and identified with personally, to fall away (clear ourselves, basically). Then we get to the good bit: limitless powers of manifestation. Lets use the new space we’ve created within to remember happiness and plenty and conjure up a vision of a world of it. This isn’t a trying to be good or do good. Its a remembering of the love that underlies every situation and letting it emerge.

You can say violence is erupting everywhere and hardship faces everyone unequally but we have an unprecedented opportunity here. In the great stream of consciousness there is every thought, possibility and outcome. Pluck out of this stream visions of peace, mutual respect and abundance and hold onto them, with trust and hope. Hold on to them at least with the same tenacity you’ve held on to all the troubles you previously closed and clouded your hearts with!

This isn’t delusion. This is the principle ‘what you think about, comes about’ so choose your thoughts carefully. This isn’t a hopelessly small drop in the ocean of turmoil either; a coherent heart is powerful beyond measure...and way beyond any amount of unconscious endeavour.

What is harmlessness: vegan, simple, eco, friendly, loving, living on purpose, always centred in joy, fearless, tolerant and receptive.

What is clearing: noticing what is going on in your own heart, taking responsibility for all of it, by remembering to see everything as an energy field, simply waiting to be acknowledged. Every trauma you heal in yourself, you heal for all. The healing takes place by learning to judge nothing as good or bad and in the recognition that we are all one and connected. Disturbed energy just dissipates. First you do it for those you love, then you have to show yourself the same courtesy and compassion and put the time in to self acceptance.

What is conscious manifestation
As you clear yourself, you’re no longer drenching every cell in your body with your old problems. You literally clear the surface of the cells of their receptors to those difficult situations (Say, karma had you attracting abuse, or a solitary childhood had you attracting a pattern of loneliness) So now we have an opportunity to write the script ourselves. Through visualization and a disciplined stock piling of beautiful moments, we start to create a new reality. (Trust me, I have success with this process several times a day! If I apply myself to visualizing you well, you get well, you can do the same).
While you’re developing it, you will notice more stuff to clear like imbalances between giving and receiving in your life, a lack of receptivity, trust, hope and imagination. Just upload what you need as you notice it. Play with seeing yourself completely differently from your old self images. Affirmations like ‘I’m so grateful that I’m good at ...’ and ‘I love ...’ when actually in the past its been something that was a complete no no, for you! Your old ideas are literally that, old ideas. They were no more true than your new ideas. except you adopted and held old ones usually indoctrinated by someone else and society and your new ones are useful, consciously chosen, confident and expansive experiments.

What is the extent of the positive change we can bring?
Well this just dawned on me this week. We can change the whole entire world. Possibly, as well, we should be getting on with it as it might well be exactly why we’re incarnated at this transitional moment in history. To this end, I’ve come up with a few meditations that I’d appreciate you spending a little time visualizing. The first is an image of there being food on everyone’s table around the world. Compassion and fairness in place of every instance of chaos and injustice. Healthy soil on every continent and clear water. Once I uploaded these possibilities, I went down to the dance floor in the wood and sent the vibrations down the stream. Dr Emoto would like it as a system! Anything will do though, but lets just start encouraging our hearts and minds to alight on solutions, for the micro and macro picture every day. Don’t worry about the ‘how‘, the universe will conspire to bring about whatever we ask for ... I received the intuition that he/she would be delighted to receive the positive input!

How to be a spirit warrior

2011-07-25T02:10:00.000-07:00

As Aristotle said, “Happy is the man who passionately defends that which he loves.” I see a spirit warrior as a spirit who has freed itself from obligations, ideals and other unconscious motivations. A spirit that whole heartedly loves who and what they’re drawn to. Many people passionately oppose what they don’t love...but that’s not quite the same thing! And it can keep you busy for a lifetime.

We’re not to get excited by victories and defeats, by differences, debates and power struggles. We are all one, so the exhilaration must come from the unity, the togetherness and the gentle reflections, reminding us that we’re all the same. In passionate defense of love, these moments are the focus. Happiness the result.

Don’t stay in a divisive mood, comparing this to that, wasting your energy starting things and stopping things, trying to stay in some kind of control. Clear your heart of bitterness, don’t justify it! Get some clarity about what your heart desires and then go for it.

Soul is your best friend for implementing these sorts of changes, spiritually.
In the physical, it ties in with no longer drawing on our kidney chi to push on with one’s life but allowing ourselves instead to express our self through our lymphatic systems - infinite, regenerative, sustainable. (I’m on a herbal buzz at the moment and have found Cleavers does this for you..Don’t know if its a plant, mineral or an inanimate object but who cares. I say give it a go).

I recently cleared my ideals. I had 70 tucked away it turned out. Here's to keeping it real while making it magic!

The 5th (unconditional love) and 6th (sacred geometry) dimensions and their impact on 3D

2011-07-20T08:32:00.001-07:00

Well, I’ve decided to turn this into a sort of Mills and Boon blog...her lips trembled, her chin quivered...a passion stirred like a curl of smoke arising through autumn leaves. She did not know herself if it would be a forest fire or a slow burning flame...meanwhile back at the ranch the world news comes on the radio. 30 million dying from drought in Somalia and Kenya, 10,000 a day. Should I do something? The inner team says no, the news is a distraction, its not really happening. The only thing I get a yes to is that it is the greedy side of the world’s fault. We’ve used up and unappreciated nature. We’ve received the gift of life and the support with an occasional thank you - maybe when a baby is delivered safely and a few other emotionally charged situations that thankfully go our way in life. Maybe a thank you if someone makes the dinner. The other thing I get a yes to is, nature’s climate can only rebalance if we pay attention to it. Don’t watch on with horror, powerlessness and blame as things go wrong but also don’t look away; watch on with compassion and gratitude. An increase in these vibrations can resonate around the whole globe, nourishing everyone and everything on its surface. Same goes for your inner landscape, reward yourself every day by receiving some love and affection. Once you make the decision, the whole universe conspires to manifest it.

Oh yes, sacred geometry. Have a think about how it applies to your life. For me, its about aligning with all that is. For example, aligning my little schism of energy with the laws of attraction, oneness and manifestation. In this sense, Harmony Hall - because of its design - creates an intersection between the possible and the actual. Living here also requires an acceptance of the law of detachment: Nothing is happening to anyone but everything is happening. The result of this is that, as we become more and more conscious, we need to choose our company carefully, creatively express every bit of information trying to come through us while, at the same time, taking nothing personally. What sort of mad plot is my Mills and Boon love story going to have? to incorporate all this brilliant stuff, when the ammunition for most of them is forbidden pleasure? If I come up with anything good, I’ll say. Most of all, the geometry has an application in healing. God knows, I’ve put the hours in this week on that front. I've also received some amazing energy. Salsa on the new dance floor with my favourite dance partner, the shamanic drumming, a dinner with old friends, mega angel input near Grange Mockler, an exotic fruit bumper harvest near the Pike and my paintings framed beautifully... so I’m very nearly in balance. Thanks for all that. Off out to treat myself to a good time! Please try not to speculate...I’m trying not to! One must trust that we are all fully guided at this stage and that this is where the party starts!

The heart sees deeper than the eye - five languages of love!

2011-07-18T09:20:00.001-07:00

In a sixth language - the canter of hooves - Windy said to me last night ‘Yes, a rug please!’
At the same time, in a seventh language, I heard the wind under his tail and in his weather swept eyes, whistling full of exhilaration. Both are true. In the same way, we can be both flying it and laid low all at the same time. There is just a lot of information arising for everyone and for the planet as a whole. For the people I’ve been meeting there are lots of physical expressions of this acceleration of input, for some stress and injury, for me a tiredness, a recurring feeling of being in need of an urgent lie down! Simultaneously, we are also able to run with the new information. I’ve been painting and sculpting for Arts Week - (my exhibitions will be in Esquires, High Street and the Coffee Bean in Loughbuoy and hopefully ceramics in the William Street Gallery), been reviving a beautiful nocturne by Chopin, the Prokofiev Sonata and some love songs that have been on file for ages and wild amounts of energy work are coming in. So its a state of receptivity we need to bring ourselves to, hand in hand with a strong confidence that something amazing is working through us, hand in hand (this is becoming a bit of a barn dance) with an established inner guidance system of how to honour ourselves as we go along (honour the self as opposed to honour ourselves with accolades and/or protect ourselves due to fear!)

So, to honour ourselves we need our love tanks full. And the five languages of love are

Words of affirmation - I will always be there for you!
Physical touch - great chemistry and lasting peace
Acts of service - I pay attention to your physical and emotional needs
Quality time - All time spent in unity is quality time
Gifts - Whatever we bring is a gift, be it an apparent good or bad.

So find the depth of those acknowledgements in yourself and know they’ll be reflected in your 3D!

The most important thing to remember at the moment as far as I can see is that there’s nothing to worry about. Expect the best, fear nothing!

How to keep body and soul together

2011-07-15T05:53:00.001-07:00

If any one was wondering, yes this particular moment is your best opportunity to be totally present, to be totally alive. In a constant movement of regeneration, keep recreating your linear reality with more colour, love and integrity. Also notice the ebb and flow - not zeniths and nadirs and mood swings from top to bottom but a giving and receiving flow that is possible in each moment and aligns us to our underlying hologram of happiness and perfection. To spend this moment lamenting the past and worrying about the future does not allow you to participate in the creative abilities of your soul energy. Nor does a sedentary approach of being past caring.

To create the perfect now it is important to go inward to the soul to find clarity (that's not evidential proof that the world is a bad place and certainty that not a thing can be done about it! but more a clarity consisting of a cleared inner landscape where old perspectives that were aligned with chaos and powerlessness take up none of your time and visualization of what resolutions are possible are what your mind alights upon). The outward flow is when that intention resonates from you in movements fuelled by friendship, interest and inner knowing of what we're capable of at our best. Positive change and healing can take place in undreamed of ways.

Our physical reality is meant to be an expression of our soul. Make it so, No.1 !

If in doubt, make your own angel cards.

2011-07-11T12:48:00.000-07:00

Shamanic journeying is coming up on friday and I'm looking forward to that. Hope some of you'll come. There's a definite party atmosphere about this summer so far, is that the same for everyone? I've cleared one shop, 72 people, 4 horses and 12 dogs since my last message and starting to feel fairly lively again. That may have been the swim in the sea off Valentia. If you've got time but no clarity, I recommend swimming this time. Or meditating... This is me meditating above! As always the arms are only 'implied' But I'll have life casting perfected one day!

I'll share the entertainment of the alternative angel cards 'channelled' over the weekend when the illustrations are ready to go with them. Think there could be a small fortune in it....a very small fortune probably!x

Happiness in clay , trouble passing in the more subtle fields

2011-07-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

Man and his dog

Angel on the wall

swan mates candle sticks

canoe, couple testing the water and Jonathan Livingston Seagull

Couple kissing
Back to the dark side of the soul for a moment. Home truths time! It became apparent suddenly that I was still 1. striving away from the present moment. 2. motivated by external phenomena 3. willing, with the slightest of encouragement, to be there. Be there in every sense, turn up, apply myself, be present emotionally, physically and consciously. I am the same regardless of feedback or response.

After clearings, I’d come back here, clear myself and pass out, processing and releasing the residue of what I had tuned in to. Responses range from one short text saying I won’t be coming again, I feel no benefit from the sessions... Nice! Appreciative! One long text saying thanks so much, I am delighted with how things turned out-steady, calm, totally confident, magic here. Another saying loved it, I am sure that will have a lasting effect and so much food for thought too. Several just wanting to talk on the phone and question my methods - blatantly drawn to my resonance but fantastically unwilling to credit me for any of the positive change happening, let alone book a meeting or pay me. Probably because they’re totally unaware of their own resistance to looking at any of the unconscious material I’m dealing with for them.

What’s it all about, I said to myself. What’s the mirror? Its obviously that I have to master giving 100% but with no attachment to the outcome. The I, ego, must fully disappear and simply become a channel for the attunement, alignment, resolution and clearing. Thankfully this comes completely naturally at this stage and I can do it effectively for myself as well and bring myself back to peace. What flummoxes me though is when I want someone or something for myself. I only want one person and I only want little bits of money to keep the home improvements and weekends away going.

Doesn't seem extravagant but the only way forward I came up with was clearing these dynamics. I think I have rebalanced giving and receiving and getting back in the flow. I have also reminded my over active chi to take a chill pill and stop striving and pouring synergy into every interaction and instead start dreaming of being met half way. Now my little beam of light from source should be able to shine more brightly as a sort of established oasis rather than a willow the wisp, candle in the wind vibe. I am having a cup of tea to celebrate this falling away of another bit of illusion!

I don’t think these fleeting disillusionments are just mine though. Everyone I meet is struggling with something similar. I can only suggest keep clearing, day dream of love and utopia and try and keep showing up for the positive 3D occasions! Show your love! For me that was Shaun and Siobhan’s wedding last saturday, veggie night on sunday, dancing on tuesday and Bonny Belle’s wedding on Valentia on Friday. The photos are my latest creations, glazed and out of the kiln yesterday! I welcome feed back but only positive. I'm so over constructive criticism, think we all are at this stage?

"How are your magnetic fields?"

2011-07-04T05:20:00.000-07:00

This is a question we could ask each other during a Tropicana juice break in the morning. . . "Spending a little too much time over fault lines, it feels like!!" we might answer. Our bodies are dealing with levels of radiation and electrical currents that did not even exist a hundred years ago. That's quite a short time in relation to how quickly we can evolve. Adapt or die become our options. Our only means to do that is consciously upgrade our systems. Through space clearing using divining we can explore the different draws on our health, emitting from our environment. We can instantly track the main sources of disturbance to the human energy fields. You already will have noticed some of the effects a place is having on you. Illness, tiredness, insomnia, conflict. All these are just resistances to the information being fired at you from your environment. The clearing gives you a way to meet these frequencies comfortably. The potential is to walk in a lamina flow (a slip stream that does not follow the path of the river or the masses. It finds its own path but creates no friction, turbulence or conflict)

Every time I come home, I clear any low energies that may have taken up residence there. This might be emotions like pain and guilt, they may be toxicity from paint and building work, they may have been left by visitors. Really try and pay attention to where you are and how you're feeling about it ... and then pull yourself together and make the changes you need to make. Clear the darkness you find and choose happiness and gratitude in its place. Then, wherever you go, you're creating a harmonious flow to others and to yourself.

Drumming is on the 15th in the evening, I'm hoping it'll be sunny enough for us to all be on the new dance floor over the stream. I have finished at last the latest tryptich and sold one from my first...above. I'm not sure why I paint, this one must have simply been for peoples' amusement! Its the third from the Billy Joe Trilogy story I wrote. Hope everyone else is feeling creative and leaving time for at least some foolishness every day. Oh yes, I caught the bouquet at the wedding on Saturday so might not be space clearing for too much longer, if you've been procrastinating about having your place done? I'll be off to the Maldives for the rest of time having beautiful moments...In the meantime, count me in for anything geopathic, karmic, animal, vegetable or mineral x

Attending everything without missing Salsa

2011-07-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

I'm reporting in from Suffolk, where its 40 degrees at least. Tomorrow I will put my navigational, divining and driving skills to the test by driving into London to SDF's wedding. Already a legend. I have a slight Meet the Focker's feeling as I didn't get any insurance on my hire car as I fully believe I'm having a lucky week and have the angels on my side. Hope no one throws a brick my way to put me straight!

Back in time for the 'No meat and greet' dinner on Sunday, hopefully see most of you there. And then dancing on tuesday. They say happiness is having a lot to live for rather than having a lot to live on. Suddenly, I have something great to live for, thank God, hope everyone else is feeling that lift too. Tonight is a new moon eclipse that will, I gather, get us all in gear to make a move...make it up, rather than downhill fast!x

Got a good attitude?

2011-06-27T08:38:00.000-07:00

I think it might be time we made a declaration of intent. It plays on my mind that many people, who know how to clear their energy, don't. They blow hopelessly, or ricochet chaotically, from one day to the next, wondering what will come next. The only reason for this complete inability to take the reins and make life s*** hot, is a lasting belief that it is the outside world that tells us how we are doing and what is going on.This is just not true; if your inner self is secure, your life is secure. Set the intention to keep returning to an inner, eternal reference point from the external ones. . . they are ever changing and elusive and therefore inevitably hard to keep up with. Inside, is a stillness and your team of experts ready and willing to bring clarity and ease. Do it this way around and just watch the outside world align.

The troubles and insecurities we face now, we created a long time ago, so don't get disheartened if 5 minutes of positive thinking doesn't address and correct the dynamics in every area of your life!! Stick with it. Elevate your thoughts daily to your best possible - both in expectation and contribution. If you still think you don't know how to clear or need someone else to do it, start by keeping things very general. Ask yourself the question, is there anything wrong with me that I can acknowledge and release right now? You'll probably start yawning or eyes watering or get a little shiver and then you know you're away. Your system, physiological, emotional, spiritual and etheric KNOWS what to do. It is innate knowledge, a deep intrinsic healing dynamic of nature, that turbulent energy seeks to be expressed, let go through acknowledgement and harmonized. Just allow it to happen. You are powerful beyond measure. Start defining what you want. No need to tell what it is, but make it loving, grand, a testament and a legacy and a wave of good feeling will course through your veins, changing toxicity on a cellular level to joy, the highest energy of all.

AWOL

2011-06-26T06:47:00.000-07:00

Apologies for going awol. The next drumming is the 15th July, evening, and by then the dance floor over the stream should be complete! Suffice to say, its beautiful down there and the sound of the chain saw and hammers will be long gone and replaced with a Dominican Bachata sound track by then.

New Page on the Website!

2011-06-11T09:57:00.000-07:00

Harmony Hall Schedule

June

Friday 10th 7-10pm Conscious Community: Shamanic Journey, dinner and clearing €20
Monday 13th 7-9pm Personal Clearing €20
Wednesday 15th 7-9pm Space Clearing €20
Monday 20th 7-9pm Personal Clearing €20
Saturday 25th 12-3pm Conscious Community: Shamanic Journey, lunch and clearing €20
Monday 27th 7-9pm Personal Clearing €20
Wednesday 29th 7-9pm Space Clearing €20

July

Fri-Sun 15th-17th Three Day Workshop €150 Friday 7-10pm, Sat and Sun 10-4pm
Monday 11th 7-9pm Personal Clearing €20
Wednesday 13th 7-9pm Space Clearing €20
Wednesday 20th 7-9pm Space Clearing €20
Monday 25th 7-9pm Personal Clearing €20
Wednesday 27th 7-9pm Space Clearing €20
Friday 29th 7-10pm Shamanic journey, meal and energy clearing €20

August

Monday 8th 7-9pm Personal Clearing €20
Wednesday 10th 7-9pm Space Clearing €20
Saturday 13th 12-3pm Shamanic journey, meal and energy clearing €20
Monday 15th 7-9pm Personal Clearing €20
Wednesday 17th 7-9pm Space Clearing €20
Monday 22nd 7-9pm Personal Clearing €20
Wednesday 24th 7-9pm Space Clearing €20

September

Friday 16th 7-10pm Shamanic Journey, meal and energy clearing

Follow the guidelines for Life!

2011-06-04T06:26:00.000-07:00

So, what are we doing during a clearing session? Merging the esoteric wisdom of life with the energetic principles of life's processes. We finally and fully grasp that the roots of disquiet and illness lie at the meeting point between spirit and matter - so we understand that all we need do is harmonize the relationship between the two, as we go along. I, for one, synergize that relationship so often in the day that, sometimes, I align to the original hologram held at the very edge of the galaxy, just for fun. Any one else trying this? Very expansive and very recommended x

Spirit Centred Business

2011-05-31T10:56:00.000-07:00

I ate my second harvest of 8 strawberries from the garden yesterday and felt pleased with my and nature’s efforts! Saturday’s drumming was a ‘giving back’ event. We decided ages ago that two of each year’s twelve meditations should be geared to sending healing to the earth rather than a focus on personal relaxation and healing. It was pretty epic, with many animal spirits coming in. I was lucky enough to be greeted by a red panda, which must be rare enough these days. Mark’s party that night was great for sound healing too; voices, guitars, fiddle and the low whistle - which is my favourite tone in the whole world, except maybe Richard Burton’s voice at the beginning of War of The Worlds! Sunday again, I found myself drumming, on The Parade in a Happy Africa Day celebration! It came to an end there as that night an innocent rendition of Crowded House’s Fall At Your Feet turned into a row that went on for hours!

What was there to be learnt from the weekend?
Non alcoholic beers are better than Prosecco
Only spend your time with positive people
Notice the signs of divine intervention in your life
Practice an appreciation for what is, however apparently humble an offering!

How Essential is Energy Clearing?

2011-05-22T12:01:00.000-07:00

I recommend taking possession of what has been given to us - this method of energy clearing and cultivating our inner stillness. We are so used to things coming and going that we want more. We keep reaching out in insecurity. But this particular gift is the gift of a lifetime. There'll be no more separation at all, unless you're careless enough to let it go. It will never leave if you want it, though. But we need to attend to it all the time, not just in bursts or episodes. Live with all our cares focused on whether this invisible, inside work is going well.

Divine Love Visioning Synopsis

2011-05-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

Hi, this is just a quick reminder to look at what you're creating! There's four stages to our evolvement, the victim stage where we think things are happening to us and we are in constant reaction. Then there's the manifestation stage where we realize that we can create anything and take responsibility for what's happening and go exploring a bigger multi dimensional reality. Then there's the channel stage where we allow the bigger picture to speak through us, usually through our words, our music, our art and every other gift we're lucky enough to have a chance to cultivate. This is a great confidence building stage as we realize its not us as individuals trying to think big, its our ultimate potential and job to shine as much light on the world as possible. Then finally there is being love, where we have got our personalities completely out of the way and we are bringing and expressing a synergy and balance by literally our presence! So today, maybe say no to drama and yes to love, notice where you are in the four stages and move up a gear. Why not!

If you don't feel like doing this, maybe start dancing instead...equally uplifting and illuminating. What on earth else would we want to be doing.

Energy Clearing Events To Make You Smile

2011-05-17T10:35:00.000-07:00

Pet Most Like Its Owner:
Your dog represents your emotional life
Your cat represents your mental life
Your horse represents your spiritual life
Your guinea pig represents ... maybe its better not to say!
Bring your pet, large or small, for a joint clearing with you

We’ll clear memories and spirits around you both. Mental, physical, emotional and environmental stresses. Find out your animal spirit guides and how to work with them to reach a harmony and synergy between you.

Couples and Best Friends:
Your partner is your closest mirror of how you are doing in life. They are a great gift.
We’ll clear all stress on your relationship. Old feelings like guilt and anxiety can be a kill joy so we’ll clear those. Current pressures like finances and health can also be a passion killer, so we’ll clear those too! An easy going session of laughter and relaxation.

Shamanic Journeys - 28th May Saturday 12-3 €20 & 10th June Friday 7-10pm €20
A classic shamanic drummer and healer, Tony Dunton, leads a guided meditation followed by a vegan meal (prepared by yours truly!) and an hour of energy clearing. This is official time out for yourself. The meditation gives you quiet time to explore your huge inner landscape and relax. Then the energy clearing and gathering sets you up to make harmonious life changes when you get home.

Accommodation: B & B and vegan evening meal

Space Clearing - Wednesdays €20
Learn how to clear your home of negative energy, both environmental and personal. A day of divining, personal development and renewal.

Personal Clearing - Mondays €20
How to deeply change your life in every area, from love to money. Learning to clear your energy, shifts your thoughts and feelings on a daily basis. Instead of a repetitive and limited life experience, we start a healing journey where you become someone for whom everything is possible.

Some aspects that open up are: Healing: Clearing suffering for friends and family living or already passed on: Animal communication and healing: Connect with your soul journey and purpose: Give back top the planet/community etc by holding a space for healing major turbulences such as environmental upheaval and man-made conflict: Develop self trust and esteem: Reach your full potential by releasing all fears and self defeating habits: Unlock your creativity, emotional and tangible: Understand and love yourself and others without exception, taking exception or being the exception!

The next step for working with energy

2011-05-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

If the clearing has become a way of life, you will already be paying attention to the people and animals and conflicts and opportunities that present themselves - both tangible and etheric. The next step is to embody that clarity. The difference will be apparent in your every movement and action. 99% of the population on planet earth use kidney-generated energy to motivate themselves. The mind says 'come on' or 'better get off now' ... these thoughts race through the body and draw on the kidneys to stimulate a response. Kidney chi is not finite but neither can it be replenished. We have to completely change the way we look at it. Its 'sort of' possible to go on using it, in the same way as its 'sort of' possible to go on relying on our mental energy to organize ourselves and decide what's important. Its one dimensional, unhealthy and frenetic. So, what can be done to bring grace and fluidity to our being in the world? Allow the light of all energy to impulse you instead. The light informs your soul which informs a response - delivered, or rather conveyed in to your 3D experience via your lymphatic system.

Trust me on this. If you know how to clear and set new alignments in motion for yourself and others then its easy but if you don't understand energy clearing you can still move in to this new way of being. The quality you need to establish is gentleness. Breathe gently both in and out, no sudden movements. Even with hard physical work, you can bring smooth, channelled power rather than brute force. The change for the better that accompanies this soul centred movement is manifold. Not least, it creates its own space for you to lead a life based on self-made choices not those imposed or even stimulated by an outside influence.

Do keep clearing the air around you though too. Limiting feelings I've been clearing for all and sundry this week include - being ashamed of your feelings, fear of performing, arts, music and interviews. Also healed for people to gain a real sense of wanting, appreciating and listening to oneself. Its raised some very powerful and deep rooted material as you can imagine.

I also discovered that healing horses is completely different to healing people or environmental energy in one, very important, way: The clearing leaves no residue, no toxicity or fear. They really are the spiritualized nature of mankind. Obviously, I am clearing man-made problems of neglect, cruelty and environmental impacts from their systems but they are clearing other oceans of our beings back to a flat calm at the very same time. So, spend as much time communing with horses as you can and notice what happens.

The value of a five year plan, even a vague one!

2011-04-19T05:13:00.000-07:00

At last I've noticed that I've realized my five year plan. It involved building, setting up and operations for an ethics centre, offering education, healing, accommodation and food. All this has been achieved and much light and lightening of heart has taken place. Two guages - relationship and money - had blinded me to a full appreciation of this multidimensional blessing. I had felt occasional failure and fear in those areas but even they have now changed. My heart is healed. I trust myself. I see and connect with the loveable spirit in others, without exception. I cannot put a put wrong as I am guided and supported by the divine aspects of myself that I seem to be continually in touch with, broadly understood by other people as intuition.

Financially I am also more secure. I am not earning more but I have a network of income that covers food, mortgage, travel and a social life. This change has been gradual. I am surprisingly building tangible and reliable results simply by being true to myself.

My next 5 year plan involves an intention to keep writing and sharing the unfolding of my world vision and the healing that is possible for and happening for everyone. I will eventually encapsulate a programme that is an accessible inviting prospect for men, women, children, animals, homes, businesses and whole countries. Or maybe, instead, some other way to share this gift will present itself. I know that gratitude and generosity are the keys and releasing the inclination to help or try.

The clearings I’ve been doing this week are 1. going with the flow. 2. etheric energy. 3. eyes. 4. simple pleasures of being together 5. tolerant and openminded 6. noticing how my personality affects others...I noticed I mainly cheer people up! Better than wrecking heads, you’ve got to admit! I wonder what effects you would see yourself having on others?

The shamanic meditation was great and I cleared everyone there from attracting endless karmic lessons to attracting only love. Think we might be creating a whole new world! Recommend all those clearings if you have time. I will report back when the next meditation is x

Warmth and Clarity

2011-04-08T10:51:00.000-07:00

I heard of one great thinker from Malta, Edward de Bono. Brilliantly, his speciality is clarity! He is still a professor at the university there. He’s famous for his model of reasoning using six distinct hats of thinking. This is taught as part of the business studies masters. Since I got home, I've even seen his books in several friends' houses, so its a sort of self development system too that we can all try. So the colour system is:
Think of a life or work situation you want to move on then identify
Blue - Overall Objectives
Red - Feelings
White - Facts
Green - Possible Creative Solutions
Yellow - Pros
Black - Cons

1. When problem solving you should start with the blue, outlining the whole picture.
2. Then feelings should be acknowledged, so the red mode of discussing the effect on the individuals involved has to be addressed.
3. That allows the white, the facts to be set out dispassionately.
4. Then creative solutions can be proposed, from the Green thought processes.
5. Then pros and cons explored. One should always look at positives first and then negatives. If you outline negatives first, even at this stage, they tend to saturate and stall the process of resolution.

On top of hearing this man’s theory, I received another instruction to practice distinguishing my thoughts. (I had previously assumed they were all good, intuitive and guided ... or... dredged up bleakness from the past and my main job was to notice and not fall for the latter!) So, the second message I got came from that brilliant yellow monkey I met. I looked up the meaning if a monkey shows up and it read - ‘be very distinct, congruent and clear in your thoughts, body language and actions’. So I’m going to put some of my current ideas about love, reality and music through the Edward de Bono system and see what happens. In regard to aligning my body language and actions, I made a leap of faith instead! This was in the form of some cliff diving at St Peter’s Pool. There was the clearest water at the bottom that I’ve ever seen but still I was scared stiff for a very long time before I did it. I hope it will be the start of many leaps of faith and confident steps in to the unknown and completely exhilerating. For me there had not been flight or fight, only freeze! Thankfully, the thaw has begun.

Ireland and Imagined Love Limitations

2011-04-07T11:19:00.000-07:00

Well, its taken a trip away to realize how intolerable the atmosphere here in Ireland is. I watched all the faces on the street as the bus passed through Dublin, Naas, Castledermot and Carlow and didn’t see one smile - Grimace Central! There is still something to smile about isn’t there? Maybe people are saving their facial muscles for when they get home and their eyes alight on their family. Hopefully. I am listening to Rumi’s love poems set to music. No. 14 goes

From the beginning of my life, I have been looking for your face.
But today I have seen it.
Today, I have seen the charm, the beauty,
the unfathomable grace of the face that I was looking for, the day I found you.
And those who laughed and scorned me yesterday
are sorry that they were not looking as I did.

I am bewildered by the magnificence of your beauty
And wish to see you with a hundred eyes.
My heart is burning with passion.
I have searched for ever for this beauty that I now behold.
I am ashamed to call this love human and afraid of God to call it divine.

Your fragrant breath, like the morning breeze, has come to the stillness of the garden.
You have breathed new life into me. I have become your sunshine and also your shadow. My soul is screaming in ecstasy, every fibre of my being is in love with you.
Your effulgence has lit a fire in my heart
And you have made radiant for me the earth and sky.
My arrow of love has arrived at the target.
I am in the house of mercy and my heart is a place of prayer.

As well as the smiling that only goes on behind closed doors, maybe this is how everyone’s talking when they get home too! Stirred up with the feeling and wonder of each other...hopefully.

Experimenting with Instant Quantum Healing

2011-04-04T03:00:00.000-07:00

Practicing quantum healing. Deepak or as we affectionately refer to him, six pack, gave two definitions of it. One is that one mode of consciousness - the mind - spontaneously corrects mistakes made in another mode of consciousness - the body. The second definition is that quantum healing makes peace! This caught my attention. A fragmented consciousness manifests conflict and illness. So I cleared from fragmentation to wholeness for myself and Ollie who I'm staying with. Feel rock solid now.

Then I did Libya and Japan. The current Maltese problem with Libya is that Libyans are doing a runner from there and seeking asylum here. I did what they called a Temple Walk yesterday. An archeologist, historian, lightworker and dowser man led it. We traced the history of some energy points back 50,000 years. Most amazingly, yesterday was the actual day in the calendar of awakening consciousness called the Malta Cross Porto. Like a download from celestial beings aimed here in particular. Perfect timing for me to be here. I also gathered that Malta is the Pancreas and Solar Plexus of the earth energetically. You know how Glastonbury is supposed to be the heart or the head or some other key part of the anatomy/earth chakra key point. Well the role of the pancreas and Malta is to process the negativity of the earth and transmute is back into light. How uncanny is that, that I picked here for the mission? Anyway, it was wonderful to meet at least 30 like minded and energized people and do a meditation in the sun with them all. The only vision I got was a massive bird floating flapping its wings in the middle of our circle. The ceremony was a celebration of the wind and communication. Windy! It made me think of him and thank you for your update Ann Marie. I have spent time with geccos, dogs and cats and saw the chimpanzee again this morning. I have been developing my understanding of humanities relationship with the animal kingdom so hopefully no longer will anyone be able to slow me down by saying I'm sentimental in my affinity with them. Its all key to our accessing new dimensions and any non ordinary reality. So I recommend everyone pauses for thought today and spends some time meeting or communicating with their own power animals. Could be interesting. Also practice connecting with your inner core where memories of health and peace exist. They're deeper than memories of stress and fear that have defined and made up your current body and lifestyle. Happily by making those reconnections we can heal anything and make a completely different future for ourselves.

Holographic re-alignment today

2011-04-02T02:26:00.000-07:00

I returned to two fundamental dynamics this morning. That everything in life is a reflection of something in us. So I cleared whatever in me the war and the Japanese disaster were reflecting. Secondly I remembered that we individually hold sickness and conflict in place by traces from ourselves, be they emotional, beliefs we unconsciously hold or environmental programming or any other dimension of our being. So I cleared any traces reaching from me that were holding misery in place for the target places and for me. Feeling fairly uplifted now and off to Gozo to camp on the beach. I think it will be a good place to align situations to the hologram of how things are supposed to be. The hologram exists at the very edge of our galaxy, which I think I can see from here.

First Malta Clearing

2011-04-01T11:32:00.000-07:00

I have various clearings underway. I am using a slightly expanded team of spiritual aspects, including Quan Yin, who is representing trust in the divine feminine. I am also using an improvised technique - sending my spirit out to do the clearing, rather than inviting the weight of the war and tsunami in to my body. I don't send my spirit very far, just as far as a giant wind chime that's on the roof here. There are the added benefits that it audibly responds when I'm on to something and it is also able to disperse the harmonized energy back to where its needed.

So, when I went in to the war I was able to connect with Obama, Cameron and Gadaffi and introduce the possibility and trust that peaceful resolution is as present as the conflict and for whatever powers, that they individually listen to, to make a way forward clear to them. In Japan,, I felt in to the feelings of the people and especially the women. I noticed that in times of crisis, women become invisible when it is the intuition and support that is needed. I asked nature why it had happened. I got that the death of the coast dwelling japanese had been mercifully quick, rather than facing the karma of the radiation, the rest of us must process.

What is compassion and is it for me?!

2011-03-31T06:45:00.000-07:00

What is compassion one might ask? Is it not just something for Mother Teresa or Florence Nightingale? I met a relation of hers last week! Or is it not just ordinary kindness? Well, that would do nicely...Except, maybe that ordinary kindness is a bit like common sense. Its not that common! I think what I'm asking for are those two things - common sense and ordinary kindness. To get them operative in daily life. So first to use the senses,to really see, hear, touch and feel. Common enough capacities but assumptions get in the way of the sensory information really having an impact on us. We are anaesthetized.

Historically, we've also tried to impose our will on the world, rather than listen to and allow what life has in store for us. When we live in our senses -at least occasionally - we are inclined towards the appropriate response of ordinary kindness. Not resistance, not trying to come up with a different outcome. Who are we to think we can come up with a better master plan than nature? So lets get back in touch with it, stay alert, trusting that what is happening should be happening and ready to respond and take part...It literally can't be any worse than fighting every day for justice or recognition or a few extra euro. Live every moment to the maximum.

International Ambassador of Good Will

2011-03-30T11:46:00.000-07:00

I applied for a scholarship a few years ago that had this title - International Ambassador of Good Will - and always fancied it so I'll just say that's what I'm doing now! I am going to Malta to meditate on peace and see what can be restored energetically. Also, I hear the radiation has already reached Irish and English waters. I guess they're keeping it quiet but I recommend not falling out with anyone unnecessarily and keeping the bigger picture in mind. I also recommend not falling out of a boat now I think of it. Hopefully the oceans are so vast that everything is well diluted and rendered harmless but still! The world is a small place in some ways and I think it needs us in a way. On a personal level, I think its important to spend one's time not worrying or complaining about the small stuff and appreciating everyone and everything that has crossed our paths so far - as part of life's rich tapestry. Globally, I think that the chaotic environmental energy is bringing a lot of fear to people who don't know how to assimilate it. What we can do is remember we actually do have the power to balance everything ourselves. Its not out of our hands. Every drop of positivity and compassion - wherever it be directed - helps.

Also the key is to not judge difficulty and situations too harshly. Keep centred in your abilities and creativity and realize the lessons we're learning. One expression of fear is that people are being triggered back to their past. They are literally regressing to being as powerless as children. Angrily they lick their wounds, many too hurt to give any love to anyone else. So lost that they can spare neither interest, openness, trust, play or friendship. If you get that triggered, remember its the fear that's bandying around the place, its not yours. It might remind you of something that happened in your life but its only a tiny aspect of your spectrum and ...more importantly, a real waste of precious time. The clearing that cracks it starts with the decision to acknowledge your own heart fully. It breaks down mental barriers and the connection creates new energy that can be released into your reality. We need to embrace a new perspective. It is much bigger than the ordinary.

I also read somewhere that anyone who is attached to their physical appearance ensures a lifetime of suffering as they fight the process that started at their conception! So clear for 1. non attachment to appearances and 2. acknowledgement of your heart. 10% at a time works for me and gives plenty of time to notice what you're learning as you go along.

I think its all about participating at the moment in any way we can.

I reckon redirect the war funding to help Japan

2011-03-24T08:45:00.000-07:00

I hope everyone will find twenty minutes every day to clear for Japan and clear for Libya. Obviously, there's other things going on that are personal and global that might be close to your hearts too, so don't let me hold you back on any topic arising for you!

Libya
I heard yesterday that there was still a question mark over whether Gadaffi himself was a legitimate military target. As far as I can ascertain from every dimension, he's the only legitimate target. Every one fighting for him is only doing so because they have been threatened with death if they don't. I would be interested to see how many Irish or English people backed an independent uprising here. Sweet f all I imagine, seeing how closely we adhere to any old laws, down to not parking on a double yellow line. It takes great courage to put one's head above the parapet, so to speak, and a conviction that hardly any one has. So the one's fighting for change are brave and the ones fighting for the regime are scared, neither of those groups are legitimate targets. The two 'supporters of the regime I have heard interviewed said Gadaffi is a bad man, I had no choice but to follow his orders or he would have had me killed. Another one was pictured, about twenty something years old, pretty stressed out looking, unarmed, with a poster of Gadaffi held up in front of him. The paper said it was to show his loyalty but I doubt that very much. He was trying to give a big visual clue as to who he was, to reduce his chances of getting shot at as a suspected opposer.

I also don't know where the funding for the military intervention is coming from. That money should be going to Japan to help if there's enough to bandy around. If those radiations keep radiating, life won't be worth living over there, let alone their homelessness and general vulnerability. Energetically, I think we need to keep our focus on peace and off war. At drumming meditation tomorrow night and over the coming 7 days, we will be holding a space for recovery and restoration. Please tune in if you have a moment. I think there's strength in numbers x

Hold On To Unity if Possible

2011-03-19T10:54:00.000-07:00

Conflict can appear out of nowhere amongst even our strongest comrades. This is pressure on our inner circle. I don't know if its personal or intended on any level. Disaster can happen on the most monumentous level, like the earth plates moving. We can acknowledge everything the same, via sensitive truth-telling. Like acknowledging that this is all karma and maybe heading our way. Send love to each situation if you can and this will heal disunity on the micro and macro levels. Try not to let divisions last.

Old friends

2011-03-11T14:50:00.000-08:00

Some people think I just do some healing modality which has helped or not helped them feel better. I have actually got a complete vision that I hope to manifest. The seeds of this vision were the realizations that:
We create our own reality.
We are awakening a consciousness of what we have created so far.
We can notice this information and learn not to judge it.
This increasing acknowledgement and acceptance of ourselves, others and our life situations dissipates the pain and other tension around events
- past and present, conscious and unconscious, environmental and personal.
As this inner turbulence subsides, the outer reflection of our lives quietens too and a space appears for the conscious creation of reality.
It is a new reality that is intended not inadvertent.

The clearings I've done today to move this forwards were
All resistance to what is.
All tendency to be prescriptive.
Allowing help from happiness and wealth.

I am staying with and helping an older couple at the moment. Therefore, I have also cleared all environmental information here that culminated in a stroke for one and all personal memory that resulted in a heart attack for the other. You might be well to do those clearings for your households too, while we think of it. I am learning about the joy of simply being. Here, they have a life and friendship where there are no longer lofty goals and ambitions, no hoping for a complete change of scene or anything new. They enjoy breakfast, the garden, conversation and looking out for each other.Its quite a refreshing perspective for me who has been fairly driven all my life (driven to sit down and mull it over admittedly but driven all the same!)This is a new level of acceptance. It is also a celebration of one's friends' continued existence full stop. No more expectations or fears just a mood that says 'glad to see you're still here!'

Celebrating Spring

2011-03-09T06:49:00.000-08:00

I would be interested to hear how everyone else is planning to make transformational changes this year? I for one have somehow managed to get my self esteem up to an all time high of 110% if there is such a figure. This has been a huge relief on my whole emotional and physical system to which such affirmation is almost completely brand new!I also find myself enjoying true feelings, true friends and true stories (although I don't feel any need to check them!) Just to know they're there is exciting.

My paintings I think were a wonderfully cheerful and zealous expression of my life path and recaptured the innocence of being a kiddliwink. Please feel free to give me feedback if you see the exhibitions either in Castlecomer Library or Esquires Coffee Shop Kilkenny(You have to give me that I am atleast productive and prolific!) Meanwhile I am writing my novel and that's my creative outlet for the moment.

Joining the two projects together is a box set I was kindly given by my recent B and B guest: Transform your life through handwriting. There is a soul quality to each letter and ways to manifest its intention. There is also a lot of no no s when you look at your own old writing afresh. The one tip to check for is never loop backwards, always forwards. The former says, I half think this but don't mind me. The latter states, I think sunny jim you'll find that this is the case so listen up.

I will let you know as the transformations form. One shift was in regard to caring. It used to be accompanied by the inner conflict that I have to, its my job or calling and I know how to. Then it would swing to I don't have to, resisting caring and feeling dragged, used up and spat out. That polarity has gone now and been replaced with an ease and a willingness and an inner knowing that we're making an epic difference for the good. When I say 'we' I mean everyone who is taking the trouble to wake up, get conscious and get creative and healing with it. Luckily everyone I know at this stage!

Express Your Gifts

2011-03-03T03:27:00.000-08:00

Hi I keep finding tiny spiders' webs around the house and so I looked them up. They symbolize the importance and joy of expressing yourself through writing. The message is always the same: Pay no heed to whether you're good at writing, love to write letters of have something you think you want to say ... or you even promised yourself you'd never put pen to paper again after you left school. Just try it. Get imaginative and see what happens. No doubt you will discover a new format or style, will probably start channelling deep stuff from universal consciousness or write a best selling love story.

The drumming was an amazing night. The next one is Saturday March 12th at lunchtime. Noon!

Practicing Consciousness

2011-02-24T13:09:00.000-08:00

Clear geopathic stress build up initially and get yourself back down to 7.83 hertz. Then just try and remember for the full day that pain isn't bad. It isn't even something wrong. It is simply a bit of information arising for healing. It is experienced as pain because of your own resistance to acknowledging the bit of information. If this resistance is great and goes on for years, it becomes manifest in the body as disease. The healing remains the same, just bring your attention to it without judgement. Notice what thoughts are associated with the pain. Unravel bit by bit the holds of denial, avoidance and fear. More understanding will come. Memories may come. Often a heightened agony will flicker across your awareness. Spend a little time acknowledging each new aspect. When you have cleared enough for the time being, bring the new information to zero point energy and watch for change in 3D. Don't worry if you don't know what any of these frequencies are just try it!

Space Clearing is Conscious Acknowledgement of Your Environment, DIY Guide Part One

2011-02-19T03:32:00.000-08:00

Mother Earth is fragile at the moment. We must prioritize our intentions.
Clear
Clear yourself first - toxicity, heavy metals, geopathic stress, mental, physical, emotional etc. Don’t skip this bit. You can’t clear anything if you’re not clear yourself. Well you can but all you do is wander off with it without realizing it and assimilate it into your own body. Worth avoiding! Clear fear - this includes the affirmation there is no energy greater or smaller than you and there is no energy good or bad, everything just is.
Every turbulence is resolved and rendered harmless when acknowledged consciously.
Reactions
You are there to acknowledge and respond so learn how to avoid going in to a reaction.
So, as preparation to do a specific space clearing, you clear with the pendulum, any chance of going into reaction. Signs of going in to reaction are feeling ‘oh no, there feels like a dark presence here’, spontaneous fatigue or throwing up everywhere - like I did the other day! Engaging and enquiring about the stories of a place also invite reaction. For example, when you’re clearing a place where 3 people have committed suicide, its been burnt down and rebuilt, nothing will grow in the garden and there are still stretches of famine wall running along the side of the garden for example, stay methodical! Just do what you do. When you get to the bit when you’re talking to the inhabitants (even if that’s you) notice the feelings that come up around those stories and clear those. Only if you do things in this order will you expand your own awareness, clear the place and then harmonize the energies of the inhabitants to their environment. You are bringing a whole stretch of reality into an experience of zero resistance and more importantly into the frequency of zero point energy. This is self generating, self healing and self supporting energy. This isn’t just some spiritual human experience of ok ness or feeling a bit better. In electrical terms, we can function at 7.83 hertz but due to industry and geopathic stress, we are coping with electrical frequencies of up to 350 hertz. Because it is familiar we literally choose homes and scenarios that resonate at a frequency we’re used to. That’s like making a bee line for a live wire, to repeat the physical, mental or emotional shocks or to keep up the huge stress on our systems. Bear in mind, anything above the 7.83 htz interferes with messages from brain to body to co ordinate basic functions like breathing, growing and learning of any sort...hence cot deaths, learning and behavioural difficulties, cancer, heart attacks and MS and other nervous system crises.

My method
Clear earth energies and clear metaphysical energies.
Find them with the dowsing rod and clear them with the pendulum.
As your body gets used to meeting certain information, it clears more easily.
The familiarization programme I set myself ten years ago was to go to ancient places of prayer, protection, conflict and untouched nature. I became fearless and keen to spread the benefits. Until this week. The overload I experienced in the last fortnight that made me realize everyone should clear their own, or not as wished, included
A doctor’s surgery, an addictions support network, an incapacitated senior bank manager, a peaceful resolution for Egypt, a farm of geopathic bogged down land, desperate finances and struggling animals, five witnessed road kills - hedgehog, pheasant, two cats and a badger, one car crash, geopathic stress and 700 years of metaphysical history for Esquires cafe where I have my exhibition up of paintings and the same for Comer library where I have the other half of my work. Then there were two people who had been off work with unmanageable stress; sending to the light of 7 beloved parents, 3 children, 2 beloved horses, one dog, three broken relationships over 20 years in length and abuse, insecurity, poverty and pain for about 30 people and their families. So, find and create energy flows into and around your home. Every doorway, every stick of furniture, every occurrence, notice it, clear it and take your time. This is life! You can either be wired to the moon or your nearest pylon or you can unwind like this!

To think or feel

2011-02-16T07:25:00.000-08:00

We could have anticipated that getting in touch with our feelings was going to be potentially lethal. What’s the point you might ask when we can reason our way in and out of every scenario? The problem is that all our minds and reasoning faculty repeatedly affirms is total separateness - us from everyone and everything else - and that can only create a reality that is a nightmare.

The clearings I did to explore this were first some ones to get back to the self and see if I had any feelings. Not that I doubted it for a minute! I looked at what I was creating. It included being taken completely for granted. Once I cleared that, I spotted that it was just an outside demonstration of how I completely take myself for granted. For example, I expect myself never to go wrong, let anybody down, to be positive, be aware, be compassionate, bounce back from illness, heal any trouble on any scale for anybody and make time to do it.

That made me realize that we put other people or ourselves under great pressure, depending on whether we stay in victim, blame, stress and depression response mode or if we move into self awareness, full responsibility and clearing empowerment mode. Both are a polar axis of each other - one blaming the outside world and others and one blaming one self.

As is the problem with reasoning, both these resulting behaviours and dynamics repeatedly affirm that we are totally separate from each other and doing a good or bad job of hanging in there as an individual dot in a huge landscape. So to re-hinge myself I did a clearing for the old favourite self acceptance, then one to align myself with behaviour that honours the self (this is different from comfort or gratification of cravings as its a deeper reference point you look to that knows what you’re learning and what the highest good and purpose and what not are!) Then, this morning I did an epic clearing to come back to oneness and being a part of everything. Busy schedule you might think but that was just the start...

You will have noticed that the universe is great at creating real life, temporal experiences right away to challenge what you’ve just learnt. Technically we should welcome that as it provides the opportunity for deeper healing and tangible change. What happened for me this time was I went to work and processed a whole lot of very bad feelings for someone who’d felt them for a very long time and I was sick all the way home! So I was shown that there are some feelings I still have physical resistance to. I was also shown that I do not honour myself by relieving endless toxicity from people, especially when I get paid about the amount of the petrol to get there. I had thought it was a calling to a certain extent as I know how to do it. But today I have reassessed this.

So the bad news is if you’d hoped to one day have your house and body cleared by yours truly of its geopathic stress and history of interesting identifications, you have missed your chance. The good news is I probably already have. From now on I will only be teaching how to do it...and that only when I feel like it. I might just write and avoid talking to anybody except loving well adjusted people in clear, warm and already hospitable places! x

Stress Management

2011-02-03T04:57:00.000-08:00

Ideally there should be a nation-wide plan implemented for stress management. Firstly, everyone is affected. Pessimism and anxiety are common place and are considered simply realistic. Furthermore, stress travels through every surface available and no one even knows what is transmitted through our bodies from the operations of wireless systems. Electrical activity causes stress on the body, re-wiring our sensitive circuits to the stronger currents passing through - hence the expression wired to the moon. Geopathic stress emits toxic gases to relieve faulting pressure and every stretch of land and city holds heaps of history too, mainly of hardship. All this has always been playing on your fragile nerves. Then you have your own life story to attach the stress too. Its equally valid, full of hardship, responsibility and uncertainty and there you have it. You have made the stress your own. Without realizing it, you own the stress fully and quite quickly it takes shape in your body in the form of high blood pressure, relationships breaking down or something else.

There are two parts to managing stress. One is becoming aware of it in your environment. The more you are conscious of, the less it is wearing you down behind the scenes. You might end up running a mile from some places, looking for new work or spending every weekend by the sea but you will be aware and responding, rather than soldiering on. Secondly, choose not to identify with it or own it. It comes up, its familiar but its not who you are. Its one of many feelings that are around, so only acknowledge it and then put another thought and feeling in place. I have come to say to myself ‘this is not yours or mine, it just is.’ Be determined in moving on and not drenching every cell of your body in the anxiety and adrenalin. There is a part of you that is peaceful and still, return there as often as you remember to.

What is love?

2011-01-29T05:10:00.000-08:00

You can only experience love to the extent that you can show it to yourself. That’s also the upper limit to what you can bestow on significant others too. If you deep down loathe yourself, feel you don’t deserve much and think you’re missing a vital part that might make you human or lovable, then you might want to start exploring this question. If you are currently being abused around the clock by everyone you meet, again you’re up against a twisted understanding of love. It comes in many forms that all have their merits but, in short, love is a willingness to be present and pay attention.

As you cultivate a relationship with yourself you find out gradually what is holding you back, it may be painful or cringe worthy events. It may be fear of rejection. Its likely to be any number of mental and emotional experiences. So love is also the commitment to explore your own blocks and triggers as a welcome part of your inner landscape. In relationships, this translates into an ever expanding comfort zone of shared experience with your partner. Romantic love, projection of your hopes and dreams, needs, obsessions and intensity all get a lot of bad press but they all have their part to play in the grand theatre of our lives! Why not!

Letting Go

2011-01-27T09:06:00.000-08:00

You might be surprised to hear how hopeless many people are at letting anything go. Some people say well yes, I’ve forgiven but I’ll never forget. Others say, oh I hardly ever think of it but it was definitely quite damaging at the time. People with a cause are even more tenacious. This may be in support of an underdog or it may be because they have a strong ethical perspective but nevertheless people hang on to every detail, whether they’re aware of it or not. If we look further afield, or at least in to one, we notice that trees know a thing or two about the rhythms and seasons of nature. They don’t hold on to their leaves, they let them fall. Without fear or a shadow of a doubt, they demonstrate their trust that more leaves will grow.

We can practice letting the things we are emotionally attached to go. This should be a systematic exercise, lining up as many apparently good and bad people or things each time in your mind’s eye. Simply deciding to let go of your attachment to your partner or children for ten minutes allows a healthy breathing space. This is because relationships are often obscured by dynamics of guilt and anxiety. We are supposed to enjoy ourselves and each other. For this to happen, it is really beneficial to let go of years of conditioning as well, again just by consciously choosing to. Incidentally, the tao understanding of making love is that it should have nine courses, with all sorts of rapture and ending in the woman’s complete letting go, into bliss. The man’s role in this being one of butler, glad to be of service, perhaps! Anyway that’s one incentive to give it some time. The other main reason to keep letting everything go, however challenging, is because bitterness and resentment will follow otherwise and probably end in an ulcer!

Have been clearing illusiveness, trouble and to shift the dynamic from building blocks to reaping what we've sown. All highly recommended, as is my one the other day for punctuality. I didn't think I'd see the day but I've been on schedule ever since. Very peaceful!

How to heal a broken heart

2011-01-26T10:21:00.000-08:00

The problem with a broken heart is that it is love and grief tied in a very big knot. One minute you think you’re tugging loose a strand of grief and ready to move onwards and upwards, only to find you’ve tightened the hold of your heart strings. The tension leads to breaking point. It doesn’t take much. Someone can unexpectedly show you a small kindness and you find yourself in a heap. You can have just taken a shine to someone only to jump to the feeling of having been used. More often, you shut down and privately vow never to feel anything at all again. This level of bad feeling can carry through generations as cellular memory and manifests again and again as heart attacks and cancer. So its fairly important to heal your heart. This can be done by acknowledging what’s stored there.

The heart is a tetrahydral shaped muscle and as such can hold millions upon millions of bits of information and frequencies, without them conflicting. The way people have it set up emotionally though is like a love heart-shaped room with one or two incongruous pieces of furniture in it, that must be avoided or run into - picture a suite consisting of a three seater sofa of guilt, an armchair of sadness and another armchair of some unfamiliar but toxic-looking material. The result is that no hopeful feeling can get past and no tentative idea can receive your full investment. Once you have the realization that your heart can handle anything by being open and receptive, you know everything you need to know. The emotional charge that surrounded your worst memories and fears starts to disperse. The shock leaves the rest of your body too, leaving you less reactive and more able to respond instead. Your heart returns to its harmonious flow of information in and out. You will be able to experience the whole spectrum of feelings from creative and blissful through to enraged or painful without judging any of them as good or bad. Best of all though, you will be able to freely express your love again at will.

Understanding dreams

2011-01-20T07:27:00.000-08:00

Dreams are often a way for someone who has died to come and say hello, that they’re alright or need some further clearing. Patterns also show up like betrayal, rejection, being incapacitated or exposed in some way. These are all useful to observe in any healing journey, which is nothing more than an ever increasing self awareness. The happy knock on effect is a comfortability with, and compassion for, all living things. In the meantime, your dreams are an arena where what you’re afraid of can show up. This doesn’t really narrow it down as people are, on the whole, very afraid of anything out of the ordinary. They can hardly look or listen when they’re awake in case, God forbid! they happen upon something that contradicts the consensus.

Fair enough, most people don’t want to see spirits all day of people long gone, let alone those of all the animals, but what else are we missing? All of it, I would answer. Guidance, for starters, from all aspects of our being, our innate intelligence. God perhaps might like to express something even, seeing as he has at least a good bit of perspective. Don’t get me started on his omnipresence, omniscience and eternal nature, all of which we have too if we only allowed divine aspects of our being to have a say rather than just the mundane. We also miss the restorative experience of the countryside, life lessons, foresight and the endless solutions there are to the difficulties we face. All these things, for the moment, then can only surface in our dreams. Perhaps with our next year’s tax returns we should be asked to also compile our dream journal in to a manifesto. They would make for the introduction of a lot of new policies and interesting reading but first you have to start keeping one.

This was my 5th article! Don't forget there is the shamanic journey and energy clearing at my house on Saturday at noon. I have made back from England and so should have something ready for lunch and a cake at very least.

Who is doing the thinking?

2011-01-12T01:04:00.000-08:00

This is article no.4 which I'm uploading on the ferry to England!
Don't forget drumming at noon on saturday 22nd Jan at Harmony Hall.

Don’t be fooled in to believing that you’ve got a great head on your shoulders and that, of everything, your reasoning has never let you down! Look at your thoughts a little more objectively for a moment. They have effectively been waging a war of attrition on your well being, dismissing out of hand any feeling or intuitive insight. How many fleeting visions of imagination do you thwart as they arise, with a judgement like its impossible, that’s unlikely, I doubt it or dream on...without actually meaning that! What is really going on in your head is a very long or very short medley of tunes on a loop. Some short circuit back to the same song every few minutes or so, others are hoping they can write a new melody but find it strangely familiar after all.

We need some discipline around here to mentally move our thoughts from repetitive bias to conscious choice. We are each just a schism of energy that identifies with countless experiences and beliefs over time. Somehow you end up on this beach with all your baggage, completely disconnected from the ocean of possibilities you emerged from. Then to cap it all, you say to yourself, well this is who I am. I recommend stepping back into the ocean and this can be done by starting to allow a gap between your thoughts - if you don’t mind! Brilliant though they are! Although you will experience a loss of imagined control, in its place you will be allowing the infinite organizing power of nature to influence you. Then things really start to get exciting as the parameters of your old identity soften and inspiration rolls in for expression.

Do you want to change the way you are?

2011-01-10T07:09:00.000-08:00

Hi, this is the third in the series of articles I've been writing. I have also done some mega clearings in the last week, which I recommend to those of you who know how to clear. I became interested in percentages after a client rang to say. Wow, I went to a karma clearing workshop and the guy said you'd already cleared 89% of my karma! It was funny to me at the time. I found myself asking what percentage of my being was caught in an ancient cringe from childhood and past life? - I got it from a wopping 30% down to 0%. I asked what percentage of my being radiates love and light. I got it from a respectable 79% up to 100%. Then I asked what percentage of my being am I cutting off from the abundance of the universe, had to get that down from a critical 80% down to 0%. You can imagine that those three uncovered much material and I have been in an emotional outpouring ever since. Goodness knows what I'll be like when I emerge. Its been inevitably fairly painful but I consider it 'accelerated learning' ! and the rewards are always way higher than the price.

It occurs to most people every day that they should try harder, if not be altogether different from how they are. The obvious set back to this thought process is that it repeatedly informs you that you are not alright as you are. Instead of being a motivating force behind self improvement, its a passion killer of self criticism. However, if your self acceptance grows, you can fundamentally change the way you are. From overweight or underweight to a radiant expression of aliveness; from too old or too young to a warm respect for yourself and others; from a victim of circumstance to a powerful creator of your daily reality. So, what is this self acceptance and how to get there? It starts with a realization and a continued awareness that it has been your environment that has dictated how you feel about yourself since Day One. By the time you are an adult, you are armored up to the hilt and on the defensive. When you live in an impenetrable fortress, you inadvertently leave yourself a very small comfort zone to move in. No one else is in it. Definitely not family and friends as they are too close a trigger back to painful old experiences and also most of you yourself aren’t in it. Your shadow side is shut out too.

This shadow side is the bit you have to explore. Yes there’s memories and unpleasant characteristics and feelings but this territory is also home to your greatest potential and gifts. Your way of life moves from an external reference point - the goal being approval by your peers and survival in your environment - to an internal reference. The questions to ask are how do I feel about this and that, rather than how might it be judged by others. Over time you’ll come to recognize yourself as ‘usually pretty fair’, or ‘my intuition serves me well’, etc and then you are bringing your thoughts in to harmony with all that is the case anyway. Resistance and stress in all their manifestations fall away. In the process you learn what makes you tick. You feel strongly about injustice or there’s a bit of a persecution complex at work or whatever. There is no longer anyone to blame, not even yourself. Addictions from love, to alcohol, to work no longer have the mental hold over you because you notice right away what you do and don’t want to do and trust it. You ask yourself what feels good and understand your cravings and can let them go. Then you are empowered and your care for yourself takes form as positive change in body, mind and around you.

Overcome your fears

2011-01-08T09:21:00.000-08:00

It might be useful to do an inventory of what you’re afraid of. This starts to get them out in the daylight. As you grow up you’re not afraid of the dark so much. Or are you, except you now have a family or partner in the house to protect or be protected by so you don’t think about it? Many emotional fears hold people in a lonely experience, for example fear of rejection and fear of loss. Then you notice your life is stuck in an apparent impasse. What is it that stops you from opening your mind to the infinite possibilities available to you? Again it is fear. It has sealed up your entire creative capacity, your resourcefulness, imagination and ability to express love. Probably worth dealing with. So, first you have to know your fears and then you have to practice being okay with them. See yourself as flanked by love and power, in what ever form they turn up, and facing your fears. In such good company, you will find yourself addressing your fears from a firm but friendly perspective. Fears only show up as an opportunity to learn something about yourself, don’t miss the opportunity.

When it comes to financial fear, I know there is a consensus. Everyone is agreed that we’re in trouble. More important to remember though is that it is the collective fear that has created the problem. There was greed and there was desperation, both sides of the same scarce coin; fear of not having enough. You notice how destructive its been to the individual and the world’s resources. If we hold the fear in ourselves we can only have it reflected back. Because we’re all connected, we create it again and again. Practice feeling secure about money, make gratitude for what you do have become a familiar feeling. It will start as a mental exercise in the form of maybe the sentence ‘right here, right now, I am ok’ The gift is to bring yourself back in to the present moment. Fear only exists as memory of past events or anxiety about the future. To then learn to behave with courage, start to cultivate feelings of trust. Learn to trust yourself and to trust that you are part of a bigger picture that isn’t trying to ditch you physically or metaphorically. Remember you belong here, you are crucial and equipped for everything life brings. Its the only way it can be.

Happiness - How to be happy and whole

2011-01-05T12:00:00.000-08:00

There comes a time in your life when you realize that your happiness is your own concern. Unfortunately, what follows from that is the realization that you’ve been systematically depressing yourself all your life. I can confirm that you can turn those dynamics around. I have accessed my deepest wisdom on this and been able to assimilate it and bring it into every day life. Its a way of being called happiness, for want of a better world - word I mean! Your mission, if you should choose to accept it, is to cultivate a relationship with yourself. Simply make the decision to treat yourself well. Initially, you will not be able to hear yourself clearly, from under the blanket of denial and avoidance where our feelings have resided shame-facedly since we were young. Self awareness grows, however, with your commitment to listen to what you have to say and to notice with compassion the areas clouded by low self esteem and guilt.

Every moment you have the opportunity to make a new choice. Some of the ones I have made are to only give a minute to the negative thoughts of scarcity and not let the thoughts drench every cell in my body. To remember that everything and everyone in life is connected and I’m taking part in a playful and fluid movement of life, rather than a battle for survival. To build this sense of the whole, do what you love to do. Do it well, do it foolishly but make sure you do it. For me that has been academic life, playing the piano, riding, painting, knitting, cooking and swimming so far. Go for it and don’t stop because as you unblock your creative flow, you also open yourself up as a receptacle for ideas. An abundance of love, money and time get a chance to flow in for you to express. Because you have started to know and appreciate yourself, you’ll be able to give yourself credit for creating the turnaround and know at last for sure you deserve it. Bear in mind, everything you heal in yourself you are healing for everyone else too, so it is not selfish, it is time well spent.

Happy 2011

2011-01-01T07:42:00.000-08:00

Thank you everyone for being such brilliant aspects of the self; reflecting back exactly what I need to address in myself at exactly the right moment. I think we are all well able for what lies ahead. At 11 o clock and 1 o clock today, 1.1.11, I did an hour's meditation, allowing through support and intervention by a holy host of divine aspects, like God for example and to work from the top! to many angelos - messengers - and power animals like otter, dolphin and wolf and whoever else showed up like Windy of course. Went riding yesterday and I have to insist that everyone get outside preferably on horse back every day! Think we should also spread our arms around the world in some sense. I am so glad to have this way to be of service without leaving the building! That's the clearing I'm talking about! I have been doing alot of distance healing during the snow that have gone great for the whole family I'm tuning in to. It really is evidence that we can send good fortune and resolution around the world as long as we have the clarity of intention and the courage and compassion to try it. I also hope to prove that one can paint the way out of a recession or depression to a completely vibrant and heartwarming future, from the personal to the global. Further to my own colourful world of animals and wonderful people and natural beauty, I have already painted world peace and money arriving on angels wings. What reality are you yourselves going to create this year? x

At last, the last part of the meditation!

2010-12-28T08:33:00.000-08:00

Well, I for one feel like I've been in a constant state of meditation, clearing and full on hibernation for months so I'll just start up where I left off! This is a painting of Windy and Beckett I did for Ann Marie who has been keeping them warm against the odds for weeks.

The soul is not gentleness, the soul is just love, joy and harmony. its movements are in line with its rhythms. It doesn’t need gentleness. Gentleness is a step down for the soul. However, living physically as we do in chaos, responses and reactions, we need a bridge into our intangible true nature, our soul. We have misrepresented love, joy and harmony. Love is not an emotion, a benevolence or charity. Love can sometimes let you fall on your face. Love is a state of being that encompasses everyone and everything at the same time. It is based on rhythms, so it can’t harm. It is always in joy. We can only interpret and reinterpret this until we develop a technique to get us in to that place.

Gentleness is a tangible semblance of what the soul might be and so we learn to get our bodies into that state. The soul is greater than we ever imagined, but we have to prepare our selves to experience it. We are bringing our spirit and personality into one for a time and that is our only way to bring our soul in to our bodies and live from that aspect rather than our physical aspects or a disembodied spiritual approach or even a karmic unconscious state that most people are in. Only the soul can connect us to the divine. Through meditation, the physical body is coming into its etheric equation and saying oh wow! I’m not only physical I am also light! If I bring these two together, they won’t oppose each other as do the spirit and the personality. They get in union and the soul says aha! You’ve stopped being separate so now I can come in. And that’s the difference between the spirit and the soul. The spirit is really just a bridge to the soul.

One slight problem is that we have many new age courses and workshops that develop the spirit, which is just the etheric nature of the personality and people erroneously call that the higher self. All they’re really doing is enladening themselves with even more chaos and disturbing information which then dumps back in to the body. People see it as heading for enlightenment or self development. But what they are NOT doing is feeling the body in all its chaos, ugliness, symptoms, agony or whatever emotion its in. They throw things into the etheric body from the physical body believing they’re dealing with things but they’re not. Its just a vicious circle because the body will just dump it back in to the physical. We’ve got to have a language and an energetic science that reveals this because it is dangerous to meditate or do any energetic technique that doesn’t have a clarity about what the soul, disturbance, fire and spirit truly are, behind it. When its explained, everyone says yes that makes sense but if you leave it to God or the love of the universe, a reiki idea or consciousness - ‘all is love’ - you get lost in the science of energy and you play with energy but you don’t know what you’re playing with because disturbance can come in many colours. It can come very bright, very sweet and as soft as you want it to be but none of that is the truth. Basically, if there is something wrong with you, feel it. And then deal with it, but don’t try and suppress it.
So this gentle breath meditation came mainly from www.universalmedicine.com.au. but I haven't looked them up or visited so I'm not sure whether we're all on the same page in other ways. Still, all interesting food for thought!

Dream Big

2010-12-01T08:32:00.000-08:00

Hi I have been working on this little poster to encourage new people to learn the ropes to clearing their energy. Although I am snowed in a couple of counties away, I am hoping to be back for these two space clearing training evenings
Wednesday the 8th December
Wednesday the 15th December
and obviously before that for our shamanic meditation and clearing this Friday 3rd
I'm saying 7pm start for all of them and €20. I'd love to create a biome like they have in Cornwall. A full size subtropical world with avocado trees and a little bay and sand dunes. I think I can do it, but won't have it ready for Friday I'm afraid!

Essential Meditation - second part

2010-11-26T10:14:00.000-08:00

So while you're developing a rhythm, stay mindful. Keep affirming the conscious choice to breathe gently. You will start to feel the intake of the breath at the tip of the nose. Its all quite mechanical at this stage. We are preparing the body for the quality of breath that will bring the mind in line with the heart, when the chatter of anxiety or busy ness will take, at last, a break.

So we're on to the out breath. Concentrate on the out breath, raise your awareness of it. You are in control of what you breathe out. You are saying "I am not breathing in the chaos or stress or illness anymore" but furthermore, on the out breath you are expressing yourself consciously. "I breathe out the way I want to express myself, which is as gentleness". Keep the mind in line. If we perfect this, we are moving the power to within ourselves. Instead of being on alert for the external environment we are meeting; be it work or the shops or any environmentally dense energetic spaces (everyone and everywhere!), you now choose what you are breathing and are also asserting your self, deciding how that environment is going to be. This is a conscious action of deciding to be a gentle presence and influence on the environment. So that's what you're affirming mentally. Physically, you will notice that the out breath has its own rhythm and speed. Some people’s out breath is longer than their in-breath, for some its shorter. It has a warmth, not an uncomfortable warmth, its fiery and again gentle. The reason for this exact quality I will explain in the final part but, trust me, its not used in a flowery sense, aim for quite literal gentleness. It is being used as a medium for something much greater!

So with the out breath, we are further developing our focus and awareness. We are bringing ourselves back into ourselves. We are saying to the world, this is who I am. We are saying, we are gentleness. We are way more than that obviously but we are still gentleness, as opposed to say tension or resistance!

The next stage is embodiment. This is translating the gentleness of the breath to your body. Make sure the rise and fall of your chest and ribs is complying with the gentleness of the breath. You will be surprised initially how hard you have been holding your chest, as if braced for the next bit of bad news. It can be called embodiment because the body always responds second to the light. We have our etheric, emotional and mental experiences first and then it manifests in the body over time. The body we end up with is the choices we have made, there are no accidents, no incidents. So, now we are telling the body consciously to express the ease, to mirror the gentleness of our breath. When you express or exhale, make sure the shoulders are gently depressing or releasing. You will notice that you have been holding the ribs and therefore putting pressure on your spine. The breathing, let alone anything else, is tricky for many initially. This relates back to sinus problems when young or ongoing! All of these tell you that you have contractions in your heart. They point to difficulties receiving love and that you are holding back your love from others. If you don't believe me, just ask the pendulum and I bet you fifty euro you will get a yes and huge clearing will take place in every area. So, breathe out with affirming thoughts like, I am alive, I am love, this is gentleness, this is me. The me factor only comes in when you have successfully breathed your own breath. It is completely unnecessary to get sick or get diseases. The quickest way to get ill is to keep breathing other peoples' illness, chaos and stress. . . basically, other peoples’ emotions. To develop the me is: to choose the breath you breathe in and release it in the way you want the world to be, for you. You’re also telling the world how the world is going to feel you, experience your presence. The body then takes up and embodies the rhythm gently and makes you whole - aligns your body and spirit! Rather than a willow the wisp buffeted from one trouble to the next, of your own or others, you find instead that you're basically flying it!

I hope I am impressing on you how important it is to get on top of this! I have spent about three hours today concentrating on it. Luckily, as with all energetic medicine, it can be done amid other tasks like driving the car or at the gym! Its best application is just when you're clearing others though. Don't breathe in what you hear or feel around you, decide to breathe in air from the Rockies or Kerry or just a gentle void you create yourself to work from! A space of gentle acceptance.

Meditation

2010-11-25T09:36:00.000-08:00

A time of meditation in your day is crucial. I know some people don't like it and just fall asleep or feel there's not enough time. Its absence is a bit of a disaster though. This is because it is essentially a daily choice to breathe in only gentleness and clear air rather than reel from environment to environment breathing in the chaos, illness and anxiety that you happen to meet. You then go home and dump it in your own environment, on your pillow to pile up over time. Through meditation one can learn to breathe only your own breath and express only your own energy, also of gentleness and joy.
The aspects involve the closing of your eyes, your in-breath, your body alignment and finally your out-breath, which is your own expression of how you want your world to be. You are creating all of it. So the more conscious our choices, the better job we'll make of it.

The imprint on which you close your eyes is important. You are taking you back to you. Many people are closing their eyes to shut out the world. That's just a numbing and a distraction. So the quality of your intention as you close your eyes will determine the quality of the meditation. If you find it hard to do this, look down and then slowly and lovingly close them the last bit. This is a strong gesture to you and for you. Posture-wise, there is no need to sit cross legged! Just be comfortable sitting or lying down. We are preparing the body for the breathing we are going to do.

The next move is to begin the rhythm - the in-breath entering through the nose. One can concentrate only on the in-breath for weeks I gather (although don't forget to exhale or you might explode). The more one does focus on a step, the more aspects you identify about it. Try and make sure from the start that it is a gentle breath. If the intention is honestly gentle then the gentle breath will eventually come. This is not a soft breath or a slow breath. If the breath comes through the entire circumference of the nostril it is just a soft breath and is just a full breath of disturbed air, in whatever way; very unhealthy!The quality is gentleness and the rest becomes a rhythm, an ease and a speed that meets the need of the body.

Meditation is a conscious beginning. It can be worked on methodically and mechanically and develops a focus. Get to feel the quality of the in-breath. Soft breathing is just slowing down the body, it doesn’t connect you, it just puts the anger, frustration and anxiety in to an arrest of some sort. We don't want that, it doesn't deal with your own or leave it where it is in your environment. The breath naturally moves itself towards the tip of the nose. Gentle breath at the tip of the nose has its own sort of quality - a coolness and it retains that wherever you might be, in a sauna or a hot humid country. Try and remain mindful and not mindless. Its impossible to make the mind quiet, without it being an escape. All one can do is bring the mind in line with the impulses of the heart and then the chatter stops.

Then we have to engage the mind again to release the breath gently. We become the master. We don’t exhale by sighing or even releasing. It is just a gentle exhalation. If you can do the in and out breath consciously and gently, you can have complete mind control. You have brought your mind in line with your conscious intention, where you want to go.

You will find the room goes in to a stillness but also a coolness because you're not releasing endless disturbance in to the room, the stuffiness that is really just emotion. This is the real key to being centred, to not impose your energy on another. No more dumping it.

So focus on the tip of the nose as the breath enters. Make it gentle. On its way out, it has its own rhythm, its own speed. For some people the out breath is longer than the in-breath, for some it is shorter. The quality of the out breath you will notice is warmth. It is a fiery warmth, a gentle warmth, no discomfort. It is not soothing or comforting though, because it is not emotional in any way.

Once you've got things going, let go of the focus a bit and allow the rhythm to develop. You will find how deep you need to breath. Gentleness knows how to caliberate itself. Notice you are not zonking out, you are not going in to any sort of bliss, you are not going into escapism, meditation is really about raising awareness. But I'm really keen for everyone to start doing it as the repercussions of unconsciousness are serious. In as much as, if you don't chose your air carefully! and express the best of who you are on your out breaths, positive change is highly unlikely, on the individual or the wider level.

This DIY kit to meditation I got from a CD made by someone at www.universalmedicine.com.au who is obviously a great vibe merchant. I will outline the other part when I write again. I'm hoping to get everyone meditating and then move on to nutrition. The basic premiss is that we need to keep cultivating our relationship with the self, don't get distracted by the troubles around you. So, look after yourselves!

The Billy Joe Trilogy Illustrations -Third Gallery Shots

2010-11-08T08:15:00.000-08:00

Harmony Hall and animals - Second Gallery Shots

2010-11-08T08:10:00.000-08:00

Mr and Mrs Autumn and friends - first gallery shots!

2010-11-08T07:57:00.000-08:00

Where the wildlife should be!

2010-11-01T07:12:00.000-07:00

Now she's here on the outside looking in, thank god...the mouse that is. She kindly left for my B and B guest's visit all last week. I was put on to some interesting clearings also around thyroids, chakras and streams of energy between organs. Really worth an exploration if you know what you're doing. I don't suppose it matters actually, where you generate the flow, its just the paying attention that moves things along so intently. It also led to another boat sculpture, much to everyone's amusement and two new paintings.

Come on Friday if you can. 7pm its journeying time again and dinner and of course energy clearing. Should be groovy. Always is. Lots of love Fx

Inner team and outcome

2010-10-27T05:05:00.000-07:00

At last the new motor has arrived, what else would you want to be driving?

Aspects of the self that its about getting up and running too:
One of my inner team is Nike. She flies a little like superman except with an arm up - hence the tick shape of the Nike symbol. She was a goddess of something in the past, victory maybe or games, I'm not sure. Her input has led me to a new core class on tuesday nights in Kilkenny. Its both peaceful and painful and totally the way forward. Then there's the paliaedies - or however that constellation is spelt. That group of stars emanate a 5th dimensional understanding, showing things in the light of acceptance, unconditional love and is generally in the clearing mode all the time. This has led me to return to stillness within seconds of an interruption or worrisome thought. On thursday nights I have been going to Cahir for a meditation that sometimes involves a channelled intergalactic upload from them. Bring it on! My own thought control is being helped by the Christian trio; God, Mary and Jesus (and the donkey - Susi's determined one's team should include the donkey as the unsung hero) and they are all guiding me to replace every wired occurrence and thought with one of self trust. Emotions are choices, they mention to me from time to time, and could I take a lead in emanating happiness and self assuredness instead? No more allowing old favourites airtime, like have I messed up here or should I try harder. Both red herrings. Then of course there's the angels everyone's talking about. I have only recently incorporated Fhelyai, angel of animals. Seems to be wielding a bit of power already.

One of the occupational hazards of invoking and activating countless powerful aspects of oneself is that the first thing you create is your own worst nightmares. For me it was poltergeist activity, a flood, a swarm of flies and a trapped unspecified creature in the gutter all at Harmony Hall. What inner guidance actually does is create opportunities to show you and heal the invisible ceilings and parameters we've operated within to date - usually fear related. Their job isn't to protect from some external world and create a padded cell for ourselves but more to expand us beyond what we know so far. Everything was resolved by acknowledging and clearing energetically, what had showed up.

Sirius is another constellation that is also involved. That lot emanate 6D understandings of the structure of reality. They have led me to study further the tetra hydral arrangement of the heart muscles and their limitless ability to hold millions of frequencies and bits of information, way better than the mind. They have also led me to spend most of the last three weeks in creative endeavours. Several paintings and countless pendulums and a few clay sculptures that a friend has fired for me (Susan Boland delux pottery, Castlecomer Estate Yard. I've made everything with sacred geometry, the 1.618 golden mean ratio. Everyone who's seen them seems to love my perspective and there's been several requests for more boats and people! What an unexpected speciality, picture Wallace and Grommit but more heartwarming! Can you get more heartwarming actually? Anyway, best of luck everyone with your healing and clearing and star child responsibilities-its a dirty job but someone has to do it x

Peace, the final frontier

2010-10-26T13:24:00.000-07:00

Cellular clearing is an accelerated way to fully embody all these guiding lights of understanding in ourselves and watch them affect our whole physical world.

Birthday 10.10.10

2010-10-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

Bit of a landmark date, lots of couples getting married in China and the day was celebrated around the world as Earth Day and Angel Day. I turned 40 and after initial resistance - why change the habit of a lifetime - I totally enjoyed the parties.

I had a lovely dinner at the Indian Restaurant on Patrick Street. Then we went on to the Set in the hope of dancing. The music was pretty funky, not really my thing but it was the volume that was noticeable. I’ve been to my fair share of gigs in my time! including ACDC and the only concert where it was as loud as the Set was when I went to see New Kids on The Block when they were in their hey day (that lasted for about the release of two songs back in ’91 and the noise was only so insane because the average age of the audience was 13 and they screamed throughout and waved banners of their favourite New Kid ... I don’t need to justify my own presence at the gig do I? Maybe I will anyway! I was there for work, we were recording it in the Manor Mobile. So yes, the Set. Instead of screaming kids it was trumpets and big range soul singers and it was quite simply unbearable. We persevered for about ten songs and danced and everyone kept smiling at me but I could read in their eyes that we could set off home anytime!

Everyone was smiling I think because it was ‘all about me’ for the weekend. It was a very new experience. Although everyone smiles at me anyway, I felt a bit under pressure that time to have fun - its a dirty job but someone has to do it! I have also turned another corner on the being seen front. I agreed to do modeling for a life drawing group. I could hardly believe my inner wisdom led me in this direction but I can safely say its done me a lot of good. No more ‘don’t mind me’ energy and a lot more ‘radiant goddess’ energy.

On the actual day of my birthday, off we went to Angel Day on Tramore Beach, Waterford and sang our hearts out for about two hours with three hundred other people. I gather that’s up on U tube now with a comment made in the first few minutes of ‘f....... hippies’ ! Fantastic. I do like the hippy values: Live and let live. Make love not war. Love is the answer - All good in my book. The Song for the Ocean that we sang was lovely and extremely catchy after our thirty fifth run through! Then I swam in the surf for half an hour. There were oceans of surfers out and I wished I’d had my board but felt good that I was the only one hardy enough to be in, not wearing a wet suit! Mags and Susi had gone on a reconnaissance mission to find somewhere to dine but luckily there was a big queue and they’d returned in time for Susi to spot the tide wash over my clothes and coat and towel! It was a perfect day with chips on the way home and a magnum of champagne that night at Windy’s with more friends. Thank you for all the birthday greetings, they really made me feel loved and like I have almost as many friends as Ivan...maybe next year!

Life as Guided versus Misguided!

2010-10-05T08:28:00.000-07:00

Create a life of wonder and vision, heal every one you know of lifelong illness and other problems.
Develop your system for instantaneous communication with your inner wisdom.
Create vast amounts of money in very short periods of time.
Increase the love in your life by 1000%, construct a new modus operandi for life.
Create a legacy for generations.
Un-captivate your heart and soul and drastically change your life. I assure you there will be nothing drastic about it.

Break through healing evening 15th October.
Personal Healing happening all the time €60
Home healing available €120
- the car above will be the car I'll be arriving in, if I'm not mistaken. How enjoyable is that?
Animal healing discount available for the next couple of months. €20 per session.
Courses starting in Clearing and Animal Communication. Ivan Kelly and I are going to do them.
Talking of whom, can someone please raise 30K so he can keep Rex.

The joy of being consistent

2010-09-28T13:48:00.001-07:00

Life has become a whole lot simpler. All it took was a commitment to listen and act on my little spark of divinity / intuition consistently. A whole heap of sparks have activated, a veritable bonfire seems to be ready to ignite and apply itself to any choice apparently major or minor. I l get a clear unequivocal transmission every time and act accordingly. Even the healing is now a team sport. God knows who's involved but its working. Really working, every time, in every context, for everyone, near and far.

One might be initially nervous that one's inner wisdom might not be aware of and taking into consideration things like the bills and one's other responsibilities. That is why I'm prepared to do this controlled experiment. I will not argue the toss or think I know better or reason my way to any new conclusion for four weeks and just see if everything is taken care of. I have it on quite an authority that it will be. I at last know what it means to 'get out of the way'

Life has changed beyond recognition, complete relaxation, half the rushing around, zero uncertainty! Trust is an experience I really hope you will all try.

The next drumming circle is the evening of the 15th October 7.30pm at Harmony Hall. Healing all round and food of course.

(I just put Susi at Newgrange up at the top for inspiration!)

Reprogramming oneself from seeing only chaos to seeing only stillness

2010-09-19T16:32:00.000-07:00

These pictures are of Windy getting a massage and his most recent saddle fitting from Lesley Dempsey from Carlow. I sometimes like to say that he is hard to handle but this captures his complete ease with any given scenario. Loves it! The goats are his beloved field mates for the moment.

Three people have asked me this week what is actually happening when you clear?
I thought I talked about this the whole time but maybe not, so in one sentence:
We are re-routing the neural pathways that always pursued the same courses to emotionally charged areas, ideas and experiences. This frees up receptor sites on cells throughout the body to receive new information. This makes change possible as we are letting go of both our fear of and attachment to reality. The receptor sites had been tuned to the miserable occurrences we've routinely witnessed and we'd come to assume this was the only reality out there. After clearing, endless possibilities arise. The whole spectrum from health and peace to forgiveness become available as new ways of being. Our shadow territory storing pain, grief and anger can be explored without fear and in acceptance. This reveals many other senses and abilities hidden amongst them to work with. The reduction in resistance and stress allows the central nervous system and other systems to function at a new optimum and the body returns to health. All you have to do is just listen to yourself and practice trusting that there is less going on than you think!

Harmony Hall's Sacred Geometry

2010-09-15T03:29:00.000-07:00

I will endeavour to explain the energetic symmetry between Harmony Hall's geometry and the heart! By it mere existence - the house that is - it has an impact that stretches from personal to global healing. All architects learn about the golden mean but give it lower priority in their designs. A big mistake I think!

So, we live in an energetic world. Everything we see and experience is energy compressed in to various forms, some tangible some not.

Emotion is a cascade between short and long wave frequencies. This can be understood as immediate feelings given momentum by memories from your past. Imagine if you could consciously move every feeling along that resolutionary spiral, depicted above, to the still point in the centre. That is what happens here and it is also what I teach.

The geometry and the heart space that I hold, offer a reconnection to the stillness that underlies all the apparent chaos and fear and a perfectly enjoyable way through all the denial, avoidance, pain and panic along the way!

Sacred geometry is also concerned with successful manifesting.
1. It assists in bringing thought in to form. The spiral is the only geometry that facilitates and will allow energy and information to fall in to its centre. As energy gets compressed, it goes the speed of light and therefore comes to inhabit time.... becomes manifest! At Harmony Hall we have the gold spiral at the centre, making it a very creative space to set out your goals. They then can't help but take shape in 3D.

It is also concerned with health
2. In a human being there is a build up of electrical charge and power. Feelings and experiences eventually take shape in the body as dis ease. We are stuck with a compelling illusion that we are separate from everyone else and we spend our time trying to fend off the pressure from this outside world. We fear judgement, pain, violence, destitution and all that kind of thing! And guess what, we keep attracting it because the fear is familiar. Furthermore, we think we are solid, limited and, what is worse, we think we are deteriorating! Most people have altogether forgotten that energy is flowing from and to us all the time. Potentially changing our very composition (like a microwave changes the nutritional composition of food but better!!). We are not solid but fluid, energetic beings made up mostly of light and space and water. The spiral can’t help but create a spin path for all these conflicting and demoralizing bits of energetic information we've identified with. Instantly, with the release of this stagnant information, stress in our systems also falls away. Look in to vortex technology if you want to know more. Or come here to experience it...or build your own sacred geometric space to turn things around in!

It is also concerned with effortless change
Most people don't know that we have only adopted an idea of who we are and then become it. We can now change very simply by changing our ideas and bringing them into form - becoming something else instead! Limit yourself if you want to conventional healing methods but realize that you're swallowing inevitability and fear as a way of life. I can confirm that change is possible on every level. Emotional, mental, physical, spiritual and environmental. Don't assume all is lost in regard to love, time, money or health...however long you've been ill or despairing.

Sessions here consciously raise more and more old beliefs, damage and resistance that were stored. Resistance is futile! All you have to practice is seeing all of life as an opportunity rather than a challenge, learning to let go and become powerful in your self awareness and honesty. Do not horde all those bleak moments as what makes you you! You'd be amazed how we do.

In geometric terms, a human being is a linear projected force but the spiral geometry here creates a non linear spin path where there is no resistance. The nervous system of the human visitor to Harmony Hall is literally swept in towards the central stillness. Infinite compression is possible of apparent conflicts like right and wrong, sick or well and positive and negative.

The heart of the spiral in human terms is a still point of focused awareness and compassion. So, by my doing healing here, I maximize the velocity of the spin path and multiply its results. So, in personal terms, a wish or a thought is the centring force in the body and surroundings. If your thoughts are not based on love they produce a toxic centre or no centre at all. How many of your thoughts about your self, body, life and other people are based on love? The work is to centre ourselves in a forgiving understanding of ourselves and others. That is the still point that this geometry and this healing work re-establishes in you. A clear heart makes us available to be of service to the universe. Therefore, on a micro level, the heart allows infinite cycles to nest together and maintain health in a person. The infinity cycles are also spreading the healing exponentially.

More on this when it comes clear to me!
Hope you're well. If you see my advert on facebook by chance would you 'like' it, to spread the word? Thanks alot Fx

Integrating information into resonance at Bling Hall

2010-09-08T11:51:00.000-07:00

We have heard of some very admirable people recently and some very undesirable types too. All unloved parts of the self no doubt. The admirable was a family friend who goes to war torn countries to support people living under threat. The reasoning is that people are less likely to gun down a whole household if there's an international observer there. As someone pointed out, one would want to be clear about how to say who you are in that particular language or you might not be much of a deterrent. Susi and I hit on the idea of designing an internationally recognized blue peace keeping outfit to save time (and lives), so that's what I've been working on. Maybe one day we will literally become an internationally recognized peace keeping outfit.

On the other side of the coin, there has been a burglary. Dodgy pieces of work but forgivable I suppose if one sees everyone as just wanting security but finding themselves a little out of balance...well, I'll have to develop my understanding in this area!

Harmony Hall, now known as Bling Hall, has been painted and everyone is very welcome to reconvene with the Conscious Community there on Friday night at half seven. We're going to get together every two weeks from now on, instead of once a month - one a friday night, the next a saturday lunch time so hopefully there'll be a drumming to suit everyone who's interested.
The only people who have tried out Harmony Hall as a full retreat so far are my parents and they loved it. Hopefully it'll get more popular or maybe it'll just stay quiet which is also good.

The clearing is going amazingly and feeling like a real therapy for the soul, personal and global. I hope it is the same for everyone. New leases of life for all creatures great and small and other awakenings.

How to survive Valentia without moving there permanently

2010-08-27T14:07:00.000-07:00

I would love to see other ways of life and yet see them from here - if you see what I mean - rather than land myself in the middle of India or Spain and try and grasp what's going on. Or Ireland for that matter. I got a chance at a friend's party in Westport last Saturday. It feels like a lifetime ago but there were some interesting people there. Not one of them minded where they went next and when. One guy from Spain who had just been to climate camp in Tyrone. Why do I always think of Snatch when I hear that county? I think its Tyrone who's hopeless but is supposed to be driving the getaway car. Anyway, there was also a couple from England and France who'd been travelling together for a couple of years. They really got on well and were the personification of aliveness and relaxation. They were only about twenty but I learnt a thing or two. Like 4 breaths per minute is really plenty.

Sort of as a result, I've decided to concentrate on making this place a retreat centre, keep it cheap and let people come and wind down and be well however they want to. Just offer the space. Energy healing, silence, music, sleep, food, outings and a help exchange to keep the house, woods and stream maintained can all be options. Wax on, wax off as they say in the Karate Kid is a totally valid spiritual practice! God knows, I've been two days solidly doing it; painting my windows in the sunshine.

After the party, I was just coming back to Kilkenny to a clearing and suddenly it wasn't happening so I was free again. I found myself driving south listening almost exclusively to Bruce Springsteen Tunnel of Love and The River albums. It did occur to me that only the boss really can refer to people as Baby and to himself as Baby too in certain circumstances. I just couldn't see it through. A friend of mine did once but it was nipped in the bud! Maybe one needs the drawl. I can imagine obviously calling a baby Baby but then once one is in charge of a baby one should really know its real name, no? Anyway, at the moment I'm not, so it hasn't cropped up. But I have been thinking I'd like a star baby since the Inter galactic conference. How would you know what you're getting though? I suppose you hope for the best and then can be happily surprised if it starts to show very mild super powers. So, to be absolutely sure how much I love Valentia, I went down to the island again.

So many people are missing parents already it was a moving time to see mine. To be precise, to be surfing with my Dad and Mum and all my family on St Finians for two days. My Dad is probably 82 this year and I can't think of anything I love more than looking across and finding him on the same wave. My sister's more dangerous as she makes me laugh and then I can swallow water and drowning becomes imminent. Couldn't go under this time though, as there were so many children to count and make sure they hadn't been dragged out on the rip tide. My brother's children were there too and other friends. People getting married and people addicted to chocolate and people who'd rather be on Glanleam Beach but fitted it in before dawn or after dark so as not to disrupt the wider plans.

I heard there was a derelict hotel and airport on Reenroe Beach nearby and hit on the idea of restoring it with fractal energy and sacred geometry and making that my centre. It was a right red herring once I saw it. I'd be clearing for years the vibrations there and having back to back torturous Wuthering Heights moments on the windy cliffs. Probably not make it. So I gave the lads a lift to the ferry in Cork and came home. Is it ok to jack it all in and just float around in the sea all day? I have reached a temporary compromise and am swimming a mile in the gym every day. 76 lengths and for each length I acknowledge the equivalent dimension and melt back in to reasonableness and productiveness for the rest of the day. I have also worked out 'You are an ocean wave my love' or whatever its called on guitar.

Thanks to Ivan Kelly for the african art detail in my room, Phil Blackman for the cranial osteopathy that has got me back to centred, Stef for the beautiful bird table and Eric Dowsett and co for the clearing when I was knackered. Its all back on with life now and I intend to sing my soul mate in - which is an interesting idea I got from the film Australia. Think I might get some lessons in or it might just have the opposite effect!

Tetrapods, tetrapaks and tetra hydral lights formations

2010-08-18T17:13:00.001-07:00

We’re back in County Kilkenny for the moment, pretty delighted with progress. We’ve been trying to review what we actually did, what we’ve made so far and what will happen next.

Counties
1) Kilkenny
2) Carlow
3) Laois
4) Kildare
5) Offaly
6) Wicklow
7) Dublin
8) Meath
9) Westmeath
10) Cavan
11) Louth
12) Tyrone
13) Down
14) Antrim
15) Fermanagh
16) Derry
17) Donegal
18) Leitrim
19) Sligo
20) Mayo
21) Galway
22) Connemara
23) Limerick
24) Clare
25) Kerry
26) Longford
27) Roscommon
28) Tipperary
Then there’s Cork, Waterford, Wexford still to do and can’t think of the last one.

The plan was to raise money for the welfare charities in each county and to generate extra funds by doing the healing work for who ever was up for it.

It turned out everyone was up for it and made us very welcome. Although, as someone pointed out, who wouldn’t be if you just show up and say I’ll help you with whatever you, your family and business are going through?! There was no need to overcome any fear or even acknowledge there’s anything going on! What came up for me was that I was hoping that people would make a donation in exchange for the work. What actually happened was that after sometimes ten hours of personal clearing, people didn’t end up giving even a fiver. Plus we ended up saying endless thank you’s for giving us the use of a field for the horses. It made us laugh eventually as we realized that as we’re not great earners at home, we were never going to rake it in for the charities. All the money in the charity account so far is from about 8 max generous people. We don’t know what to make of that!

The way we approached healing the energy of the country was:
I’d start with the county - many square miles - and clear the environmental, historical, financial and health issues. To be concise, which is not my speciality, I phrased this ‘chaos to clarity’, ‘conflict to peace’ and ‘lack to abundance’ Goodness only knows what the repercussions of the work will be. Hopefully widespread and miraculous.

Then we also did some healing for whatever animals we met. These were also grouped into specific areas - traumatic memories, predispositions to illness and re-alignment which seemed to wrap up the past, future and present. Sometimes we just cleared pain or whatever the animal was blatantly dealing with. Sometimes there were umpteen animals. The most was 70 horses in one day at the IHWT, then clearing for all the staff individually and the premises, including a depressing derelict house. But there were all the battle sites, with thousands of spirits to clear and many cultural histories, including Newgrange. The spectrum of time we acknowledged went back as far as 385 million years ago, when tetrapods first walked out of the sea and breathed air as opposed to oxygenated water. Pretty epic, they looked to all intents and purposes like crocodiles but not quite so aerodynamic. More meandering than loitering dangerously, I’d say, from the drawings. The fossils are in situ on Valentia Island, which itself they reckon was on the equator at the time. Presumably that means we were all on the equator at the time. How lovely would that be?

There were so many people and spirits to clear, it got a bit mad at times. There would be a clearing arama, then five minutes pause in the lorry and then an unrefusable invite to dinner...which slightly meant to me another 3 hours clearing for me.

Suffice to say, we made our way home, completely shattered, needing to process the vast amount of information that had passed through my system. I lost my voice and coughed myself to exhaustion. Susi lost her livelihood and another set of challenges.

Strangely, it was the tetrapaks that sent me packing again. Dairy ones, meaty ones, bird carrying ones.

After I'd been holding a space for resolution to take place in the bigger picture of Nationwide, I came back to find the smaller picture had gone downhill bigtime! An animal loving, hard liquor drinking person with a possible eating disorder had moved into Harmony Hall. . . and surely there’s only room for one of those in any household.

After sorting through the remains of many chicken dinners and other debri in the recycling and up and down stairs, I at last got the place back and replaced the smell of TCP and cigarettes and litter trays with all the lovely incense and candles I’ve been given down the years, for exactly this type of emergency it turns out!

To really recover, I headed for Kerry again for three days amongst lovely people, old friends (some cross over there) and family (some cross overs there as well)! Instead of clearing, I really recommend surfing and swimming and re-surfacing in a supported environment. This can be beautiful, bedecked with montbretia, dinghys and views that drag one’s perspective from the immediate to the eternal. . .

Talking of which,
I went to a conference on extra terrestrial engagement with human beings. The disclosure of all the evidence is imminent, in fact already happening. The likelihood is that they have stepped in at different times in history. I have had one sighting myself, when the planet Nabiru was in view, a couple of years ago and am also very interested in crop circles. Once or twice, when I have had decent internet reception, I have gone on the Lucy Pringle website and downloaded a recent one and sleep with the image under my pillow. Try it some time! Maybe I shouldn’t mention some of these interests and practices but anything I can do to raise awareness and activate extra brain cells and faculties, dammit I’ll do it!

Some people are interested in 2012 and think the evolution of consciousness will peak then. One thing I heard is that there may be a supernova - which I think is an explosion at the core of a planet. The way to survive this is to let go of your attachment to the way things are (shouldn’t be too difficult as I haven't heard anyone totally pleased with how things are recently! but I mean really let go of your ideas on reality. Like, imagine looking out the window and seeing a caleidescope of colours rather than your usual landscape) and learn how to get into a tetra hydral stance and hold it for upwards of three hours. I think martial arts training is the way to go for this. Michael Rice might help, he’s a black belt many dan in Karate and coincidentally the architect of this place. If I have any easier survival tips though, I will report back. Maybe we should all meditate at once on what’s in store for us. If we concentrate hard enough, we might achieve a subtle shift of the earth on its axis, just enough to get us back on the equator again. Growing avocados and apricots would be great. I came back to just one solitary sunflower and 82 black currants. Self sufficiency is going to take a bit more practice I think!

So, in the meantime, if you have friends with disturbed houses or histories or any other trouble, inner or outer, please let me know as I’m looking for work and, after that trip, I would say that I am ready for anything. Any problems or illness will be a tea party to heal after what I’ve witnessed and Windy’s carried me through...and Susi of course. I was on energetic duty and she was on practicalities. Now we’ve actually done it, she’s hoping that more people will make a donation to the cause and we can divide up the winnings in September, so they can do some good.

A river ran through it and so did we

2010-08-06T10:11:00.000-07:00

Since the Burren and Limerick, we have travelled through counties Roscommon, Offaly and Tipperary. Everywhere we’ve been, we’ve been given such a brilliant welcome. Great food and the prime spot for the horses to put their feet up. There hasn’t been much grass growing all over Ireland and people are still feeding hay and hard feed all summer long. This must be pretty expensive and it means many horses haven’t got that great summer condition you’d want them to. We rode out with the intern students working at Derek O’Byrne’s Western riding Centre. He and his team were just back from winning several trophies at the championships in Germany. He had several gorgeous stallions there as well, one white apaloosa called Don Juan which was like a picture postcard or straight out of the Silver Brumby.

As soon as Rosie’s hooves hit the grass, she was immediately in the mood for a blow out. In the end it was just a little stroll in the sunshine. Both horses got their opportunity the next day in Birr Equestrian Centre who kindly put us up the following night. Two helpful youngsters said their stables were ready but we could put them out if we wanted ‘in that field, there’s no one else in it’.....famous last words. They then mentioned that the mare in the next field might come to the hedge and say hello. There was in fact no fence between the fields and so off they all went. Then a trek passed through. 4 peaceful ponies on lead rein with tiny children on board. Windy led the herd at full tilt between trekking pony two and three. I was watching on mortified and helpless. Then six or so more horses spotted them and jumped the car tyres that separated them and suddenly there was ten horses on the horizon going flat to the boards over endless fields with Windy at the head. At one point he took on the cross country course. Up the biggest bank and down over two jumps, just for the sheer fun of it. As I texted Susi for help, it turned out she was ringing me from across the fields at the same moment. We met half way to try and extricate our two before a) they got injured or b) before we were kicked off the property for disturbing the peace. Noel Cosgrove, who’s place it is, was in the arena showing ponies to two small children and their parents with a view to maybe selling. I dread to think what happened to that plan after the stampede and the resulting bucking and running amock of the two ponies, one child being briefly run away with!

Again the young helpers there were great; finding us tonnes of hay, a lamp and electricity and generally taking care of everything. And of course loving and admiring Windy and Rosie who are huge in comparison to many of the horses we’ve met, especially the pintos and other colourful western breeds. The next day we had a lovely ride in the arena and along their avenue.

That was quite enough though of sleeping in the lorry and travelling around with the horses, so we made a break for home and went to Susi’s near Goresbridge. The horses had a deep field of grass to play with for their last night together. We rode up to the local woods and it was heaven. Miles of wide grassy tracks in between the trees and the horses flying it.

All too soon after, it was like heart break hotel. We were loading Windy up to return to a field up here. He’s on his own again now, except for the goats who were pleased to see him. He looked at me a little askance as I left, as if to say, where did I go wrong? Know the feeling!

Day 30 something; Co. Kerry

2010-08-03T03:38:00.000-07:00

There were so many highlights to the Kerry leg of the journey, I can't begin to tell you.
On the first day, we went to the brilliant health food shop, Hemp and Things in Cahirciveen on the Iveragh Peninsula. They had said from the start that they would sponsor us but I had not anticipated such amazing generosity. They had the postcard I'd written up behind the counter and Suzan the manager brought me out the back to the organic vegetable room and gave me a crate. I tentatively was deciding on one or two items - probably avocados because life is really about them - when she said something like, 'please, knock yourself out, I'm not counting' Talk about heaven on earth. Then we went to the grains section and, as I looked for the rye flour in my slightly frugal way, she suggested I pick another ten items! Quinoa, Tartex (happiness in a tube), oat cakes, almonds, wild rice, vegetable mince and liquorice . . . I felt we did need chocolate but I couldn't see it and it seemed a bit frivolous. Then I was on to the vegan cheese and tofu. Count me in basically.

The next night was the quiz on Valentia and just a few guys came from the sailing school. We decided they probably had such a nice attitude as they know what's involved in getting something like this mission off the ground; as they teach summer camps and keep kiddliwinks alive on the water all day long. It was a classic night.

Now we are in Offaly heading out on a hack by the canal.

Reflecting in pictures now we're back on the road

2010-08-01T07:13:00.000-07:00

The horses have had their well earned week's rest and so have we. These are some of the increasingly ancient places we were frequenting and probably why a pasuse was needed - A wonderful side saddle lesson at Castle Leslie, the castle itself, then Markree Castle in Co. Sligo and Newgrange, Co. Meath.

Last Seen Heading West

2010-07-30T17:34:00.000-07:00

Caught between a rock and a hard place!

2010-07-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

From Westport, Mayo we made it to the outskirts of Galway, Oh lord the fields of Athenry. We had a fantastic time staying with friends who have a lovely stud farm...hang on, Susi’s just lost the use of her good arm re-opening a bottle of wine. Only one tooth missing though, so where were we. We were staying in the Gatehouse. Sounds cosy but in around Michael Collins’ time the Gatehouse was occupied by the steward who collected the taxes. He was highly disliked, shot and killed. The whole area has been beset by tragedies, which I spent two exhausting nights clearing. It was a very active time, energetically, endless presences making themselves known. Even throwing our vast tupperware container off the table. Don’t believe the hype, by the way, tupperware does break! I went quietly, if rather urgently, back to saying 'this is neither good nor bad this is just happening'. We thought we might get a break the second night, as we’d had a great supper, chats and watched Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe. Infact, new, even more disturbing, information arose. It took literally hours to bring everything back into a sufficient state of stillness for me to nod off without being rudely awoken, moments later!

The highlight was an amazing ride. Many many miles. We suspect that our hosts hadn’t done that hack since the motorway was built so we found ourselves having to take on an aerial view and cross it. Rosie lost half her body weight in fear. Her racing name is Grainne Whale - please excuse spelling - and she was bred at this stud!

Day 7,500 ish: County Mayo!

2010-07-28T08:49:00.000-07:00

Set off for Mayo - the foot of Croagh Patrick to be exact, in readiness for the pilgrimage weekend. Left the horses there and went to Oughty, near Killary Harbour to stay with Sophia half way up a mountain. We climbed at nightfall and fell down many ditches and into streams and wondered if we’d bonded sufficiently with the local inhabitants, mainly cows. Had an amazing supper which got even better with a courgette and cumin pancake experiment. We went back to the mountain to try a little collecting the next morning. We got a few pennies towards the cause. Literally a few pennies, most of which I’d put in myself to show people where it could go! It rained solidly and very few people got the hang of it. I think because they were heaven-bound.

Sophia had made a great sign but we thought afterwards this might have been better...
“When you get to the top of the mountain, to those pearly gates, God won’t ask you what you saved. All he’ll want to know is what you gave!!”

Some classic characters there doing a penance in bare feet to the top. We actually heard there was 40 injuries so I probably should have been doing some space clearing instead. I have been more on the case with the Galway Races, hoping to clear any chance of accidents and incidents.

I tried to go for a ride from Croag Patrick stables but hadn’t bargained on Windy's separation anxiety. He whinnied and snorted and stamped his feet the whole way past the pilgrims and I slightly wished I hadn’t got Please Support Animal Welfare written on my back as my trusty steed was so obviously upset and felt it was blatantly my fault! I did make it to the beach eventually but by then I felt ready to go home again. The silver strand I had in mind manifested perfectly into a nice contained sand arena where we did some exemplary maneuvers.

Sligo riders were tentatively happy to be reminded that the personality of one's horse is a direct reflection of oneself!

2010-07-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

Before we left the north, Susi had to take a horse to Antrim to have an xray to confirm tendon damage. Antrim is on the way to Derry, Londonderry as its officially known, and it has the Giant’s Causeway and other beautiful scenery there. As with the rest of the North...and possibly the whole world!.. its mad busy with people being busy!

Eventually, we left Caledon in Tyrone. Just on our way Enniskillen, Co. Fermanagh, we encountered 3 road blocks. Think there was someone they were looking for but luckily not us. We were waved through by very smiley policemen which was possibly even more unnerving!

Fermanagh is the home of the lakes. The lorry part was a grim trip with me in the back trying to hold a space for the horses and Susi with white knuckles on the steering wheel concentrating and negotiating the roads.We'd made more room for the horses in the back but, for that leg, they had too much room and were falling about the place. I seriously recommend anyone with horses travel in the back with them for a stretch as its actually a bit of a nightmare to witness and motivates whole new considerations!

In Sligo, Windy and Rosie were looked after by Markree Castle, home of the great Cooper family, who have several very loved animals. We ourselves moved on to Mary Lang’s who bred Hedge Hunter. His brother, little Monty almost came for a hack with us the next day but suddenly there were other jobs. Mary is a nurse and lives with her brilliant parents. Another highlight was the pizza and the full bed and breakfast treatment...wonderful.

I did a talk at the riding club after watching a lesson at McGarry's and we received donations for the cause. Really friendly, interested people and made me feel like joining the Riding Club at Nuenna, Freshford, again as soon as I get home. Their venue in Sligo though was literally chockablock with Dolmens, more than anywhere else in Ireland. The Riding Club is the oldest one in the country too. We were given a pretty magical guided tour at dusk to see Queen Maeve’s tomb on top of her own mountain. She’s buried standing up, I gather, ready to do battle again if necessary. This is also how Susi, Windy and Rosie sleep for the same reason! We were also shown amazing beaches where people are washed away every 10 minutes because the tide rises so fast. I cleared all the riding club horses and the mares and foals and the cob who also had the demise of a young girl on his conscience. Plenty of geopathic stress there and illness but balanced well will love and friendship.

Next morning we went for a ride around the estate and woods, ancient trails and trees and good for the spirits. Windy dealt with gates and was a model example as usual. . . although I am a bit biased.

Day 18 - Gratitude and perseverance

2010-07-21T13:27:00.001-07:00

There are so many people to thank already for their generosity, welcome and support.

Firstly sponsorhip to get going!
Thanks to Ivan Powell and Sinead Keaskin at the Kilkenny Academy of Dance for getting us on the road.

Emotional Support
Maximum love and appreciation to Michael Rice and Mags Denmeade for ringing in at crucial moments when I was losing the will to go on and making me see the funny and sunny side of things, respectively!

No foot no horse
Thanks to James Carroll, fantastic farrier, for getting Windy's hooves back to symmetry over the last couple of years. Also for pre-shaping a 2nd set of shoes for the trip and pins for slippery terrain - a very generous donation. Don't even get me started on Ivan for helping me keep Windy in one piece, James and Kate Powell for the lovely grazing and slopes for practicing our cross country canter on. Much appreciation to Lady Jane Alexander for casting her expert iridology eye over Rosie and Windy yesterday. There was not a stress line in sight. It was unheard of, she said, to find an eye so clear! All their organs are in perfect order. On her advice, we've got cortaflex for them both now to boost the joints in their hind quarters. We have had some gorgeous rides around these village roads.

Home away from home
Lots of love and gratitude to everyone who has invited us to stay. Its been amazing. We're also looking forward to meeting everyone at the Sligo Riding Club tomorrow. In the hope of donations and also because I always do, we will be clearing all the horses we meet. I hear there will also be a beloved great dane. The next day we'll hopefully get to brilliant Sophia in Westport. She has got us official authorization to fundraise all day Saturday in the carpark at the foot of Crogh Patrick...this might seem like a remote spot but there are to be 20,000 people there this weekend for a pilgrimage. We just might do well...or find God..or both!

Presents
Thanks to Redmills for 4 bags of Simply Natural, thanks to Thoroughbred Remedies for the little treats for the next quiz, fly fringes, pens etc. Thanks for the great books as well. The Book Thief is turning out to be interesting. But there better be a happy ending! Thanks to KSPCA's Anton too for the lend of the video camera. I must look up the generous camera shop who provided it too.

Paypal Arrangements for Donations on line

2010-07-20T11:59:00.000-07:00

At last the charity account has been attached to a paypal button so people don't have to go in to a permanent tsb bank to make a donation. It can be done with any credit card now through the website. So, on the www.healingbyfranc.com website there is an 'Animal Welfare' Page. The Charity Account 'The Susi Allen Roadtrip for Animal Welfare' Paypal Button and info is there. We have a target of a thousand euro a week! Please ask any animal lovers you know to put a couple of euro in. We've had a great response all round including other countries. Off to Fermanagh, Leitrim, or Donegal tomorrow or all of them! we've rearranged the partitions for the horses and have only a major leak in the drawing room to contend with now...I use the term loosely!

Day 17: Poetry and planning our next move

2010-07-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

When we did the quiz in Wicklow, some people waited outside for an extra ten minutes because they listened at the door and thought I was reciting poetry!!

I took that as a bit of a compliment so I'll just put a bit of my all time favourite poem here. Its from Derek Walcott's 'Omeros' which is a re-write of Homer's 'The Odyssey' but set in Jamaica with Hector and Achilles as fishermen and Helen of Troy as a village girl. What a classic! And he shows he's also in to stillness underlying every journey which is pretty relevant too!

You aint been nowhere, Seven Seas said,
You have seen nothing no matter how far
you may have travelled. Cities with
shadowy spires stitched on a screen -

which the beak of a swift has ravelled and unravelled;
You have learnt no more than
if you stood on that beach watching
the unthreading foam you watched as a youth,

except your skill with one oar; You hear the
salt speech that your father once heard; One
island, and one truth. Your wanderer is a
phantom from the boy's shore.

Mark you, he does not go; he sends his narrator.
He plays tricks with time because there are two
journeys in every odyssey, one on worried water,

the other crouched and motionless, without noise.
For both, the 'I' is a mast; A desk is a raft for one,
foaming with paper, and dipping the beak -

of a pen in its foam, while an actual craft
carries the other to cities where people speak a
different language, or look at him differently,

while the sun rises from the other direction with
its unsettling shadows. But the right journey
is motionless; As the sea moves around an island

that appears to be moving, love moves around the
heart - with encircling salt, and the slow travelling
hand knows it returns to the port from which it must start.

Lots of old ruins that were beautiful and could be again

2010-07-19T16:45:00.000-07:00

It is a balancing act coming to clear the energy of a place. I have to hope a moment arises when a person can reconnect with their sense of humour and self awareness. Then it can be totally great and funny and much appreciated. I love that part...brief though it is initially! We always go into some deep subjects about the inhabitants, flora and fauna and animals. They all bring up a serious social commentary, such as history of abuse or environmental deterioration or something. This can be a bit tiring because people want to pour over the details one more time. I don't! I want to acknowledge things and move on. It can also take its toll on one's nervous system, spending so much time in amongst chaos and trying to suggest an underlying moment of calm. Luckily going riding returns one instantaneously to full capacity!

We're really acknowledging broad social problems as much as personal ones. Its all one and the same I reckon. For example, I have witnessed recently how trapped people feel. Trapped in to their housing arrangements and limited in their financial ability to make any changes for themselves or the bigger picture. Caring for animals is the one issue we're obviously noticing most...and it doesn't really seem to go smoothly for anyone! There seems to be a shortage of one or other aspect, be it knowledge, having time, strength, routine, money, veterinary care, farriers, dentists, healing, interest, love, grooming, exercise, training, turn out, nutrition, water, supplements. If we can pay attention to all these things, then humanity'll get on a roll, I'm sure of it. I'm also learning how to bring up difficult topics honestly, without emotional charge and without judgement. So this trip has already shifted a fear of causing argy bargy (that's a technical term!) and we're still on speaking terms with everyone. Susi pointed out though that we have caused a whirlwind wherever we go. We seem to be literally blown in to places and out of them again. She has turned into a ninja since i last wrote. You never hear her cross the floor and she's the only one with enough spring to get up to the mezzanine level in the lorry. Past life training no doubt.

In the clearings, embedded memories are being relieved of the families, animals, houses, fields and surrounding areas. All sorts of amazing things fall into place and take shape ... over the next few lifetimes ... I mean, hopefully sooner like over the next few weeks and months! Some animals may pass on naturally, some will get better. People seem to have lots of wonderful open communication with each other at last and adventures abound. I'm trying to wait for my body and mind to process all the information I pick up, before writing the days’ account, but I am trying to write something every day so there is a continuity to the trip. So I apologize when I'm off on an incomprehensible tangent! Wishing you all much love and clarity x

3rd Day Across The Border

2010-07-16T05:52:00.000-07:00

So the order of events is:
Witness
Clear
Stay present
Help
Accept

We have connected with some very brilliant and decent people already. They have really shown me the spectrum of experience people live with. Some in great hardship and some millionaires. Some millionaires in fact who fear great hardship and some hard up people with large-scale dreams fit for a king! There’s been some with great influence and some with great commitment. Lots with skills and qualities! Every last one was fraught though. Unexpectedly, our fresh perspective seems to be literally brand new to most. So it was worth coming on the trip just to let people know how to breathe again, move on, make changes and resonate ok with this crazy ride we call life.

I am trying to emphasize that there is literally nothing outside ourselves to blame. No danger outside ourselves to fear. There is also nothing to hate or even judge as bad. It is all just residual bad feeling. It is surfacing, nothing more. As the queen of positive thinking, I am also able to confirm that this bad feeling is in fact a blessing. It is not supposed to be overwhelming and lead to crisis. We are supposed to recognize these moments as wonderful opportunities for healing!!

It seems that it doesn’t naturally occur to people to spot fear as it arises in oneself. They rush straight to focussing on what the perceived danger is. It becomes attached to a story line in one’s own life, like fear of rejection or not having enough money or getting ill and then its chewed over like a pitbull with a ragdoll. No one sees their ideas for what they are. Thoughts and fears and horrors and cruelty and differences are just persistent waves breaking on the shore. We just have to let them pull out again as they naturally do. People have to stop fighting. Its actually harder to stop fighting for good or righteous causes than just fighting to let off steam. The good causes and the great reasons and the deep feelings evoked are all relevant but our job as human beings is not to fight and hold things up but, instead, total surrender is called for and total forgiveness.

Spending this little bit of time listening to myself amongst these new people has shown me many things about my own shadowy parameters too. Frustration, claustrophobia, indecisiveness, fear of violence and defensiveness to name but a few. I am coming to love these energies in myself. Just like every one else, I’m a bit of a classic combination that’s all. As we go along, I have been daring people to acknowledge themselves in this way. A right old mix of frequencies, all perfectly ok and no longer giving one more air time in one’s mind than others.

One might have thought that people would want peace and to be able to support themselves emotionally and mentally but sadly not. For most, personal pain is embedded in so many layers of apparently valid tragic information that it has become the very fabric of their being. It has become essentially a true story or a self fulfilling prophecy. This hidden pain has been mirrored back so consistently in one’s experience that we fully believe the pain isn’t our own but someone else’s! The starving young and other creatures of the earth, the terrible abuse etc etc. We each have only to deal with ourselves and all this experience will change. We have been lucky on this trip to get a chance to spend two nights/three days ish in each place, clearing, sharing ideas and really holding a space for the penny to drop and clarity or optimism or calm to shine through. The idea being, blame no one. Not even yourself. Learn how to let things go. This is done most simply I find by affirming to oneself...This is not yours or mine this just stuff bandying around. Every turbulence whatever size is just a mere wrinkle in an otherwise perfect squiggle... That last one’s my favourite. It is the real beauty of an energetic universe, its completely fluid, silken and oceanic. Nothing is really stuck or damaged. So don’t fall for the illusion.

We are working in the North this week. With visits to each county, we have done already the three specific clearings - returning the structure of the land from chaos to clarity, from conflict to peace and from lack to abundance - for County Down and County Armagh. We are also keen to work with individuals and businesses on environmental and health concerns on the off chance we’ll earn either some diesel money or some donations for the cause. We have seen some amazing work but all of them need money and people to offer long term homes for the animals. Its also occurred to us that we are promoting a holistic way of life and are hoping that each family might sponsor or take on one animal. These are two things I’ve had on my vision board all year: ‘€10,000 trip for animal welfare’ and ‘someone to love every person and every animal.’ Make it so No.1...Well that’s what Captain Picard says to his computer on the starship enterprise so it might just work for us too!

Louth, Monaghan, Tyrone

2010-07-12T16:15:00.000-07:00

We were on our way to Carlingford Lough but we are now in Caledon, Co. Tyrone. We passed through Slane, which is a beautiful place but it houses 'one of the most haunted houses in Ireland'. We cleared it, metaphysically and earth energy-wise but don't know the people who live there. We can only think of sticking a note through their door saying 'go ahead, enjoy your house, you can head upstairs now'

The horses are in acres of pasture with ancient trees and loads of grass but Windy seems cross and fragile so I'm glad we're here for a good few days recuperation. We're staying with an iridologist and equine masseur.

Mega clearing is booked for the Art Gallery, Castlewellan on Thursday at 2pm if anyone is near at hand x

We've cleared all 60,000 from the Battle of the Boyne, are we still on target?

2010-07-11T02:21:00.002-07:00

We are aligning ourselves with Newgrange, Co Meath. It was built 5000 years ago when the planet Nibiru was last in between us and the sun. The next time the planets will be in that order will be 2012. We can feel a fantastic pulse emanating from it. If people aren't resonating well though, what happens in the presence of power is fear, chaos and violence. That is what this wonderful sanctuary is up against.. There have been countless break-ins, threats, thefts, abuse and a sense of vulnerability for people and animals around the area (a mere 600 metres as the crow flies from the monument). Yesterday I was clearing solidly from 2pm to 1am. Many vortecies and stress. We've been hoping for fabulous donations so who knows what's in store.

At the Donard long distance race Susi did in preparation for the trip, someone gave her the dubious title of the galloping granny. I'm hoping we can come up with something more disinguished. She has taken to calling me the happy medium. Or asking when I'm whiter than usual, if we have got caught up in a re-make of The Others!

On the relationship front, we've encountered some resistance. One lady announced that even if she was approached by 'Jesus Christ, fresh off the cross, (she'd) run a mile with her arthritic leg in the opposite direction' So much for love springing eternal.